weLcoMe tO mY LifE

2010-09-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

This Blog is not meant for reading. I repeat. NOT MEANT FOR READING.

look at the date of my last post. interesting isn't it? i lost interest in blogging over the months and hence i stopped posting.

to whoever who might have come here. thank you.

just to update about myself, i'm currently studying at NYP nursing course Year 1.

yes, I used to be from Serangoon Junior college but I didn't make it for Promotion to JC2 so I had to repeat JC1. I believed that I had tried my very best to do well but my efforts were just futile. So I decided to move on, change course and pursue my diploma in nursing instead of wasting time again repeating JC1.

However, I don't see it as a big failure in life for not making it in SRJC. I take it as a lesson learnt. I had a great time and lots of learning experiences in SRJC. The endless support given by the teachers gave me the will and encouragement to keep going and never to give up when things get tough. I have great friends there too. My achievement in Taekwondo is one of the highlights in life. Camp Aspire really taught me how to be a good leader. Of all the leadership camps I've attended, this is the most meaningful camp ever. Will Run broke my record in life where I ran 12km for charity.

Memories will stay as memories. Moving on with life now, life in Nanyang poly is great! I'm coping well with my course and it's much more fun than JC life.

Having 5 weeks holiday now til 17 oct. 18 oct will be the start of the 2nd semester. Meaning, the start of my duty as being the assistant class leader. And the start of more projects and projects and assignments and e-learning.

2009-06-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

2009-05-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

Taekwondo Grading test on 2 May.

will be going for tkd trainings on Saturdays as well for tkd competition at lavender.
the competition will be held on 28 may at Rigent Sec, at Chua Chu Kang.
meaning, i'll have to skip PW period on that day to attend the competition which will probably end at night. argh!

MYE are starting next week so better start mugging like nobody's business now.

for the juniors taking Olevels this year at ESSS, good luck for your MYE!!

okay, so going for another tkd training this Saturday and planning to go bugis straight after that. LOL. a little enjoyment before MYE so to live my life up and encourage myself to do better (yeah rite)

and thank you MAI for the song :)

2009-04-30T10:22:00.000-07:00

Join taekwondo! it'll make you super flexible you'll turn out to be like a rubber band. LOL.

we, the white belters, just went for grading last Saturday. how was it? nahh..it's perfectly alrite if we practiced hard for the patterns. i was super excited to come up to the judge and show off what we've been practicing for these past few weeks..

sorry people for not updating blog for ages. i just can't find the time to update. furthermore, MYE are coming and i got truckloads of tests coming up.

how's life? well, been failing a lot for tests and H2 chemistry is a complete killer. especially when it comes to chemical bonding. project work is a killer too. whatever we do is never good enough. well, that's project work.

anyway, all the taekwondo people are going for competition this 28th May. as for me, i'm going for individual and Girls Group Division. same goes for Khairiyah. Zaid is going for Boys Group Division.

and how's my younger brother? he's perfectly fine rite now. just that he has some phobia of motorcycles, even though the bike is just moving at slow speed..he would grap my hand and grasp it so tightly when crossing the road. and then i would squeeze his hand and make him go "OUCH!"

so much things to talk about now. will update some other time.

2009-03-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

POOR GUY.

in case you don't know, that's my younger brother, named Muhd Ridha.

he met with an accident with a motorcycle last week after school.
happened on the bus stop 28 where there's a divider.
according to him, he crossed in front of a bus and he didn't notice an oncoming motorcycle beside the bus.
so that's how the bike hit him, and got him rolling down the road which caused him to bang his head and then had a minor concussion.

he had some abrasions as well on his head and knees but they all dried up already.
as you can see, his right arm is bandaged, not cast.
there's no hairline crack on any of his hands but since he's still in a growing state, his bones are still soft and hence he got his arms bandaged just for support.

well, thankfully the Eurasian guy who hit him wasn't speeding. and THANKFULLY it wasn't any Macdonald bikers who thinks the road belonged to their fathers.

Luckily, he's all fine now. perfectly alrite :)
he's going back to school tomorrow with bandaged arms. and will definitely be surrounded by people who witnessed the accident.

as for me, in case you're still wondering what happened to my stitches, it just leaves a hideous scar on my forehead. if you don't really look into it, some people don't even notice it. but i find it very obvious la. i'm so going for laser treatment when i grow up.

2009-03-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

LOOK!

LOOK EVEN CLOSER

LOOK VERY CLOSELY.

painful? VERY.

When it happened?

Wednesday. 4 march 2009, 8.30am, during our PE period.

What happened?

We were doing a reaction drill whereby me and my partner have to face each other and try to touch each others knees. Without any warning, we both bent down at the same time and knocked into each others heads. Unfortunately for me, my forehead hit her head with great force.

at first, i felt water dripping down my face which i thought was my sweat from the previous 2 rounds around the track. but then, when i removed my hand from my forehead, i saw cherry-red coloured blood encompassing my palm.

the great impact made me feel like fainting and everywhere around me seemed so blur. my partner then pulled me to my teacher and i stayed strong by just sitting down, lift my head, and closed my eyes.

even more blood was gushing out from the wound and it trickled down my face and eyes, dripping down my chin and flowed down my neck. in malay "darah meleleh2"

worse, i was facing the track where people who ran pass me could see my monstrous face.
according to my friends, there was really a lot of blood. after my teacher cleaned my face, i saw the uncountable amount of gauze used, soiled with blood.

my PE teacher, Mr Bernard Tan then bandage my forehead to apply direct pressure. i felt much better then. but of course, i was still bearing the pain.

THEN?

He brought me to the nearest clinic first but the doctor referred me to SGH since they have a specialist for skin care.

i had to do a urine test and when i was in the toilet, i took an opportunity to see my wound. only me, mr tan and the doctor witnessed my terrible cut.

i received an injection on my left hand to prevent any infection on the wound. this just reminds me of the pri 6 injection.

after that, i had to go for an X-ray, in case i fractured my skull. thankfully, there's no hairline fracture. thank you milk.

so i went in for my stitches. the doctor bused me 3 times and i think the buse didn't spread properly cause when he poke the needle, i can feel the sharp point of the needle.

he pulled my skin like nobody's business and i laid there helplessly bearing the pain of the needle. luckily, i only felt the sharp point on certain parts of my face.

i received 7 stitches.

then Mr Tan sent me back home. I'm really sorry Mr Tan for causing you trouble. And I'm really sorry 1s25 girls cause you all have to run 8 rounds around the track, just because you all were handed over to another teacher.

i'm going to SGH again this Monday to open up the stitches. looks like i have to take an early leave on that day.

how exactly i got a cut just by hitting somebody's head remains a mystery. it's not like as if she was wearing a hairband of hair clip. it was just her head. interesting eh?

lesson learnt. never be too hyperactive during PE.

*scar, please go away...

2009-03-01T05:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ZAID!!!! [28th Feb]

my PINK Nike shoes.

my PE teacher labelled me as "The girl in shocking shoes".
Zaid said he felt like puking once he saw my bright, striking coloured shoes.
pffffttt..! i don't care. i still love my favorite coloured shoes which is my birthday gift from my aunt and uncle.

people who don't love pink will definitely not like it. haha. but people who are obsessed in pink, will go crazy over it.

RAINBOW.

it has been raining in the evening nowadays and good luck to those people who don't bring umbrella to school. i'm a good girl. i listen to my mama and will always bring umbrella wherever i go. (yeah, rite)

i'm really sorry to the 2 people from Iza's class who had recently lost their fathers. just stay strong and let fate be on the hands of our god. don't let your emotions affect your daily lives and make your daddy proud by doing your very best for your olevels. :)

last friday, our school had the Parent-teacher dialogue session and while the parents had the talk made by the principal, we the children, had to go to the lecture room for our GP lesson. and i even prepared myself with lecture book and GP materials and all we did in the room was watch a movie called "Rwanda Hotel". that's all. i think that's the best lecture i ever had. the movie reminded me of our Social studies lesson where we had to do SBQ question on that country.

we went to Arab Street just now to have our breakfast cum lunch at Wisuri. heard of it before? neither do i. due to my grumbling stomach, i just gobbled up any dishes my mom ordered. plain rice with lots of dishes like rendang, sotong, pucuk ubi etc etc.

i'm so begging my mom to go Arab Street again to buy cloth their. i fell in love with some beautifully designed cloths for raya this year. haha. advanced planning.

alrite2. i have to go and do my econs homework now. damn.
i must love econs. i must love econs. i must love econs. i must love econs. i hate econs.

2009-02-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

me and Yi Lian

from the left: Olivia, Elaine, me, Yi Lian, Gillian, Jia wen, Michelle

Gillian and me

today is my day! firstly, i was able to have additional 45 minutes sleep cause Farid's dad sent us to school. and then after school ended, my classmate held a surprise birthday party in the canteen to celebrate me and Yi Lian's birthday which falls on 22 feb and 23 feb respectively.

it was totally unexpected and i felt utterly contented to have thoughtful friends, who had to run all the way to Hougang mall to get the chocolate cake from Polar and then celebrate it together. too bad not all the class were present as some had to go off earlier.

:DDDDDDDDD

i'm so excited for this coming Saturday! Adeq Iza booked me already to bring me out to donut factory, then find my stuff, then have dinner at Pastamania. this just spells F-U-N!!

2009-02-22T06:03:00.000-08:00

11 years ago.

Happy 17th birthday Jannah! (haha!)

gosh. honestly, i feel old.

sorry people for not updating my blog for ages. the problem is, my comp is lagging like infinity and that made me fed up and so i chose not to go online nor update my blog. the next thing is, i've got truckloads of homeworks to do. i'll try to update whenever i got the time and you'll be lucky if you get to see any posts here.

birthday gift from my mom and dad :D

my aunt and uncle bought me pink Nike shoes at Royal sporting house and 8 pairs of socks just now. and then we headed to Swensens to meet up my mom, brother and another aunty for the birthday treat.

thank you people for remembering this special day for me.
thank you: Jared, maisharaqh, nabillah, yiming, khairiyah, ahmad, iryana, asyraf, mukri, adeq iza, vanisha, Mira, syahirah (pri sch friend), razeef, charmaine, zaid, iylia, aunts and uncles for the birthday wishes.

i don't feel as excited as before, turning 1 year older than anybody else. oh, and thank you khairiyah for the water globe :D

let me talk a bit about school. i had to be the temporary class leader for 2 days and i don't like it. for every lesson, as a class leader, we're to record down the class attendance and after every lesson we must get the teacher to sign. once at the lecture hall, my class had to sit at the last row, at the furthest back of the hall. and after the lesson ended, i had to go all the way down, squeezing my body in between people with bags, continuously saying "excuse me" and rushed down before the teacher goes off without signing the class list. then i had to go all the way up again to grab my bag and tag along with my friends who were waiting for me at the top level. and i once forgot to pass the class list to the chinese students for their chinese lesson so that means there's no teacher's signature for that period. then i had to search for the chinese teacher after school and i was lucky she haven't got into her car yet. pray i won't get to be the class leader.

as for my cca, i'm in taekwondo. khairiyah, farid, iylia and zaid are also in the same cca as me. lots of stretching and running to do. we had to do spiltz for 1 min and the guys hated that part the most. haha. so funny seeing them open their legs widely trying their best to do splitz.

we've learnt how to do front kick, side kick and high kick. while zaid was trying to kick the cushion held on by the senior, he accidentally kick the guy's *toot*. and that made the guy crying in pain until the end of the whole lesson.

there were many funny moments we encountered but i won't tell it here in case it's a bit too sensitive. overall, my cca is where i always look forward to despite getting muscle cramps after the lesson. sooner or later, these cramps will go away and then our body will be super flexible, just like rubber band. heh.

2009-02-09T03:50:00.000-08:00

i missed 4e6. seriously.

so today, i got to know my class and it's no different from my ex class, 4e6.

no 1: there were more girls than guys. there's only 5 guys out of 25 students.

no 2: my classmates always give the o.0 face whenever somebody talk to us as a class.

no 3: my class NEVER response. the OGLs kept on having to repeat "Can I have some response please?"

i wonder if it's just me or is it just fate that I always get into a class which most people labeled as graveyard. but okay la..if you know the people well, they are nice people. just like my ex 4e6. LOL.

and there's one Chinese guy, a classmate of mine which we called him "Obama" because of his Chinese name, started a conversation with me...

Obama: You Singaporean ah?
Me: HUH??!!! (eyes widened)
Me: Sorry i "HUH" at you. i was shocked you asked me that random question. (and i felt like slapping myself for being rude)
Obama: Oh. i also shocked cause I asked you that question :P

and 2 people thought i was an Eurasian. o.0
i may have mixed blood, but none comes from the Eurasian side.
i accidentally burst into laughter when they told me that.
can't help it la. i find it so hilarious.
Me? Eurasian???? xDDDDDDD

today we just played games in the school and tomorrow we're going around Hougang for our amazing race.

2009-02-08T19:28:00.000-08:00

it was my really a last minute plan for me to go out yesterday to Bugis with Maisharaqh. i desperately needed to get my school beg since last week.

we went out in the noon, with Mai in her work clothes as she has to report to the T3 McCafe at 5.30pm. black collared shirt, black pants, black shoes...cool black uniform. i miss my working experiences.

when we entered the first shop, i fell in love with that particular beg once i saw it. Love at first sight maybe? but Mai insisted that we roam around first as it's just the first shop.

well, there were some nice ones but the quality of the product just turned me down. while roaming around, we searched for Mai's jacket as well.

honestly, the jackets were like the same everywhere we go. except for certain ones if you're lucky you can find it.

so in the end, i got the first beg that i fell in love with. :DDDD
it's alrite Mai, you'll find the most perfect jacket soon. it'll just appear in front of you. patience.

then we headed to TM and CS cause it was still too early for mai to report to work and Mai really missed the place. Bedok is very old. I think in the next generation, Tampines will be considered old too.

Zinc signature.

2009-02-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

i only experienced 5 days of JC life and i'm already starting to feel the stress boiling in my brain. we attended lectures yesterday and today to get ourselves warmed up before our formal curriculum which starts in 2 weeks time.

yesterday, we had to do one GP essay. and we started learning H2 Maths on partial fractions. not just partial fractions but something deeper into that subject. fortunately, he explained it in detailed and i managed to catch whatever he taught. thank goodness i took Amaths for Olevels.

then, today, i attended the geography lectures instead of physics since i'm not taking that subject. it seems that my textbooks will be based on my on effort of reading up geography books written by some particular authors. it's a vague subject just like GP so we have to take our initiatives in order to do well.

after that, we attended the chemistry lecture and learnt a new topic like order of reaction and half life. i swear she was like talking alien language to us. then we had to do a quiz to see how much we had managed to absorb for the 1 hour lecture.

before we were dismissed, there were some performances put up my the performing arts like choir, dance, guitar ensemble, band, and gunzheng ensemble. now i'm considering joining Dance.

while the guys went off for their Friday prayers, i was stuck at the gallery queueing up to buy my bermudas. unfortunately, there is no more stock and i have to queue up again on tuesday just to get my damn bermudas. argh.

khariyah treated me a snack because she complained i'm too skinny. LOL. she wants me to gain weight. haha. good la. then i'll always get free food from her xDDD

oh, and my subject combination i got is H2 maths, chem, econs H1 Geog.

2009-02-04T04:12:00.000-08:00

i changed my mind on the subject combination i'm taking.
H2 maths, chem, econs H1 geog.

i'm taking such a huge fatal risk if I were to take H2 physics since I don't have Pure Science background.

i'm too tired to update about anything. bought uniforms today and we are to wear our SRJC Polo T-shirt 3 times a week for the whole day. meaning, we'll only wear our Full uniform on 2 days. fun or what?! i never liked wearing Full uniforms since primary school.

2009-02-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

2nd Feb. the start of the new life for freshmen to finally experience junior college life. people i knew from ESSS who got into the same junior college as me are Farid, Iylia, Brian, Jun Kai, Hafizzudin, Zaid, Khariyah (sec 5) & Anisa (sec 5).

our school ESSS uniform is EXACTLY the same as their SRJC uniform. same colour, same pattern, same pocket.

the first few hours on the first orientation day were talks presented by the Principal about the life of junior college, followed by presentations by the JC2 students about their overseas trips. Sarawak, Vietnam, Japan, Sydney, Melbourne, Hong Kong and 3 different parts of China were where they ventured out to have their global classrooom experience. i am so signing up for these trips!

next, we had a tour around the school and the OGL (orientation group leaders) led us to their lecture halls, library, 2 cafes etc etc. in between some free times, we had our ice breaking games and in my opinion, that was just the best part of the day.

then we went to one of their classrooms and I believed that it is way smaller than our secondary school classrooms. furthermore, the tables and chairs are arranged such that we had to sit in groups. Despite, the small clasroom, there were many ceiling fans and I felt very fortunate to be the lucky one sitting right under one of the fans.

before we ended our day, those people who do not have either Amaths or Pure Science and are alocated into the Science Stream (which includes me), had to stay back cause the teacher wanted to have a small talk with us.

she warned us about the H2 Science subjects since we do not have the Pure Science background. besides that, she stressed about the majority of people who took H2 Science who had combined Sci for Os not doing well at the end of the year. that is terribly freaking me out.

what a way to end my day. then, we went off to extend our ezlink cards at the interchange and the queue was like never ending. luckily we reached there early.

tomorrow is the day we get to choose the subject combinations we want.
planning to take H2 Maths, Physics, Econs. H1 Geog

and the school's cut off point increased to 17 for Science and Arts Stream. previously, it was 18 for Science and 20 for Arts. this year's intake for JC1 is 760. hmmm..that's quite a large number.

2009-01-30T07:19:00.000-08:00

i got into Serangoon JC Science Stream.

that's my first choice. alhamdullilah.

okay, i've heard so many stories like people getting retained and only one malay guy got promoted to JC2 last year and even someone who mugged like crazy got retained.

F-R-E-A-K-S M-E O-U-T! (seriously)

Resolutions for this year:

- Not to daydream in lectures/ tutorials

- Not to play with my nails while lessons are going on.

- Finish up ALL homeworks before falling asleep.

- Plan out my time logically.

- Be more focus on my studies.

- Have a healthy lifestyle.

- Keep my desk clean.

- Pack my bag the night before school. (cause i usually do it 5 minutes before going out to school)

if i managed to accomplish what i have just vowed, i shall reward myself with 3 pieces of donuts per week. and if i failed to do so, i shall have no donuts for that week. you're my witness!

2009-01-29T23:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK NGAH !!! 28/1

to celebrate her birthday, she treated me to Swensens. Yup, you read that correctly. She treated me. ME. Not the other way round (where others were supposed to treat the person celebrating their birthday.)

she was craving for some chocolate ice cream and I was just craving for anything that comes from Swensens. the last time i ate at Swensens was in Sec 2 where my SJAB teacher (Mdm Noraidah) treated us, Competition Members as a reward for achieving 2nd Runner up. i still remembered helping some of them finish up their Fish n Chips.

i like their fries. besides Long John's silver's fries, now i've found a place that have addictive fries.

Hazel Daze

hmm...it seems incomplete doesn't it? that's because the cherry had gone down my oesophagus right before i took this picture.

Surprisingly, she handed me a golden packet that consists of...(you know what). it wasn't ang pao. it was my birthday gift. I repeat. BIRTHDAY GIFT o.0

let's see. firstly, she treated me on her birthday. and now, she's giving me my advanced birthday present??? too advanced maybe?

that's like another 25 days! i shall be very patient.. (ARGH!!)

2009-01-26T19:31:00.000-08:00

dad went to India last Wednesday to shoot about surrogate mothers which is a common practice in that country. I'll wait for Channel News Asia to publish what my dad and his friend recorded during his trip. My dad will be back in 2 weeks time.

if you ask me if i missed my dad, well, that will be a rhetorical question. the longest time he ever went overseas was to Africa for a month. I was still young that time so mom always brought us to our grandparents house. my dad usually go overseas for roughly once a year. how lucky. he gets to see the world and us, stuck in our homeland. Too bad families weren't allowed to come along.

i happened to browse through some photo albums taken years back ahead. i missed sentosa. the last time i went there was when i was 6 years old.

i want to go to the Flower Festival at the Palawan Beach in Sentosa. it will be open til 1 Feb. mom is giving me the yellow light cause dad is not around. haix.

we were never photogenic.

butterfly museum (or whatever it's called)

Underwater world!!!!

we never missed to go to their swimming pool.

2009-01-20T04:46:00.000-08:00

since i didn't claim my yearbook yesterday, i went off to school with Nabillah today. i sort of miss school, seriously. i missed those lessons with the class known as "walls". LOL. every morning, we had to face Maths for 2 periods and will be groaning and moaning cause of the overload of homeworks.

after that, we went off to our separate ways. While she went straight home, i went off to meet Fatin for our facial. our facial is at Tampines Interchange, the small shop which replaced Hang Ten and is beside Bossini.

i swear i'm not coming there again. honestly, they do slipshot work and i don't like it. luckily, we only paid $10 since we received a promotion.

sometimes, i get really pissed off with myself. everytime i go out, i will ALWAYS get hungry despite having a heavy lunch at home. i really don't understand why. waste my money spending on food.

after our facial, we roamed around TM and CS and then randomly decided to eat at Ramen Ten. Thankfully, i brought enough cash. we ate their buffet and it was my first time getting to pick up the plates from the moving thing that moves round and round continuously. (i really don't know what it's called). we were only allowed to take the white and black plates. red plates will be charged extra. but we only took the white plates cause the black ones don't really look appetizing (and neither do the red ones).

so we filled our stomach to satisfy our craves and i felt utterly contented with the meal i had today :)

white plates.

a Complimentary dish included in the buffet.

behind those glasses

we both LOVE the Tuna Shushi!!!!!

2009-01-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

beeboo and mak ngah

he's so terrified of the ocean waves.

so that's why he preferred playing with the sand

he eats sand too.

it's been so long since the last time i went to the beach. granny was craving for Komala's Thosai so we went off to East Coast Beach to satisfy her craves. before that, we went off to play by the beach and i didn't know my little cousin there is very afraid of the ocean waves.

everyone is really proud of abang for passing his driving test. he broke the record in our family for only taking it 2 times. it ain't easy to pass the driving test especially if he's only 18 years old.

now, the government have imposed a new rule. only 21 years old and above are allowed to take the driving license. thankfully abang was fast and managed to get his lessons a.s.a.p before the new rule was imposed.

so our weekend car will not only be driven by dad now as it has got a new driver.

2009-01-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

1st choice: Serangoon JC (Sci stream)
2nd choice: Nursing course (Ngee Ann Poly)
3rd choice: Nursing course (Nanyang Poly)
4th choice: Biomedical Science (Temasek Poly)
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yada yada yada. for the rest of choices are all made by my mom and brother. I'm too lazy to think of the rest of the choices just to fill up all the 12 blanks. they just checked out the course code for me and all I have to do is arrange them according to my own preference.

some ridiculous choices like chemical engineering, and nutrition, food and wellness were included as my last few choices. PRAY that I will NEVER get into them.

and I desperately want to go to my first choice of school..

2009-01-12T07:30:00.000-08:00

O level results:

EL: B4
Combined humans (Geog/ss): A2
Emaths: B3
Amaths: B3
Science (phy/chem): A2
POA: B3
Malay: B3

L1r5: 17
L1r4: 14

i see that i achieved lots and lots of B3. as i was telling a lot of people that I dreamnt getting L1r5 17, and my dream did come true. now, I'm starting to believe in my dreams :S

my hands were trembling as i struggled to sign my name on the list. so, Mr Tan helped me to tear open the envelope while Miss Cai tried to console me, seeing me tearing. I tried my best eh to hold back my tears. too bad, the tears just overflowed. paranoid.

next step? well, TPJC may not be possible for me. so, i'm hoping for SRJC to accept me. at least i don't have to deal with the braniacs from those very good jcs.

hmmm..as compared to my prelims, i did improve. anw, it's over. i'm going to take the science stream in Serangoon JC.

honestly, I'm abit disappointed with my results. oh well, I believe maybe there's lots of good reasons behind all this disappointment.

Anyway, abang just passed his driving license!!!! this was the 2nd time he took the test and finally he passed (with flying colours). yeah man!! he's gonna be my personal chauffeur soon. hehehehehehehe. so excited!!

2009-01-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

Singapore News

SINGAPORE: The Ministry of Education said the results of the 2008 GCE O-Level Examination will be released on January 12.

School candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2pm.

[extracted http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/400799/1/.html]

Mom: If you don't get JC, just take any courses from Temasek Poly la.
Me: I don't know if I still want Nursing course or not.
Mom: Take the Early Childhood Education or what, over there. I want you to school near here.
Abang:Yah, you'll be taking 2 diploma for that course. Psychology and the Early Childhood thingy.
Mom: Since you like children so much, i believe that course suits you.
Abang: And if we're in the same school, you can just call me if you get lost xD

my mind is still jumbled up with confusion thoughts. i want to go JC cause it's a shorter route to Uni. TPJC to be exact. if possible, MJC (which i don't think i'll be able to). but still..

if i don't qualify for JC, i still have to think of other alternatives. i thought of Nursing course but the other side of me just don't like the course. i'm suddenly not interested in that course when i saw other brochures. oh well, but my ambition is still to be a nurse. that's a fact that I can't change.

2009-01-04T20:56:00.000-08:00

3 vital things to bring. Name tag, Punch card, and Swipe card.

Me, Dawn, Fiona

Nurul Syakinah. She's the craziest person i've ever met!

he works for Dickies.

Wan In works at Addidas and Nike.

Fiona works at the Toys department.

bye robinsons!

so yesterday was the last day of work at Robinsons, according to our contract and i worked there for only 7 days. 7 days passed by so fast that i never felt satisfied. so i asked for extension until my O Level results but they only have vacancy for those who wants to work til end of february. since our results are gonna be released soon, I still have time to consider it and I may be extending it if i go Poly.

7 great days working with the company. one thing i don't like is that the place is frigid. I'm surrounded by air cons and i don't like it as i get cold easily. i won't catch a flu but i just felt freezing cold. i kept on having to go to the pantry room to drink the warm water.

i met syafiqah (syafiee's sister) with her family going around the store last saturday.

the people there are so fun! work will be fun with fun people around. agree?
most of the part timers are in the same state as me, waiting for o level results. but Nurul Syakinah aka Nurul starts her JC next week. JC life may be tough, but she made it easy. lol.

I'll miss working at Robinsons. I'll miss the supervisors and the crazy2 people i met. but i won't miss their Air con.

2008-12-29T05:13:00.000-08:00

Dawn works at the Men's shoe

Gail works at the Bedsheets department

1st day at work [at Robinsons.]
i was hoping that i'll get to work at the shoe department but i was assigned to Men's wear instead. i was taken aback at first. with no trainings, just come on the day of work itself, i was still unfamiliar with the arrangement of stocks and all. so when a customer asked for his size, i have to run all the way back to the store room , dig out the pile of clothes in the cage, search frantically for that particular clothes he wanted then run all the way back outside to hand it over. it took me quite a long time to look for most of the clothes cause like i said, i was still unfamiliar with the stocks. i had to take care of 2 departments. and when my partner went for her break, that gives me 3 departments to take care of. fold clothes, serve customers, replenish stocks , run here and there etc etc are my job.

when it was my break, my partner (name Fadillah) felt unwell so she wanted to go home. the thing is, i didn't know we have to bring along our wallet with us during work cause no one told us to do so. our bags we all piled up like one very big mountain and good luck for me finding my bag. luckily i did managed to find mine. she then accompanied me for break and we talked a lot. and i mean, a lot. it's like as if we've known each other for a very long time.

back from break, i had to take care of the 3 departments again since my partner left. very busy woman i tell you. but of course at the same time while doing the work, me, the promoters and some robinsons workers talked and crapped around (but not all the time). there's one chinese promoter asked for my number. (LOL) . for some reasons, i can tell that it wasn't a good sign. if you know me well, you would know what my answer is to that guy. worked for 11hours that day since it was christmas day and the place was packed like sardines.

somebody left 2 packets of hush puppies underwear on my counter. what is this?! can't you just leave them at the silver box where you can deliver your unwanted goods?

2nd day at work
although i work with fatin, we seldom get to see each other cause we work at a different level and our shifts are all not the same. i work in the afternoon shift today and my place was in terrible mess. i had to start folding up the clothes back from square one. i felt more confident today cause i've familiarized the stock arrangements and i can answer most of the customer's questions and not just say "i'm not so sure about that sir". while folding the shirts, a malay guy asked for my number and asked me to go break with him. LOL. i got to know him from day 1.

the chinese guy that asked for my number yesterday got fired because he quarreled with our supervisor. so sad for him. but actually, i felt a slight tingle of relief he's leaving cause i don't want to see him again. but he came back to our department with his home clothes and did his usual job.

Him: You seem so busy sia.
Me: Eh, you still dare to come here ah. the supervisor is just over there.
Him: nevermind la. i helping my friend what. i can help you also right? (gives the slumber face)
Me: (Rolls eyes) I can manage myself.

Fadillah was in the morning shift. so at 6.30pm, i had to take over her job again. today was the most busiest day. lots of customers to serve, lots of clothes to fold and lots of running to do. i seriously think they should hire more people. from the interview, out of hundreds of people that went for it, they only picked 13 people. running is good for health. even my friends had difficulty finding me cause i'm all over the place.

chopsticks and ginseng medicine were found at my counter. haix. i just feel like putting them in someone's bag.

3rd day at work
i was still assigned in the afternoon shift. unfortunately, Fadillah was absent and i had to take over her job permanently. i met other new people and i love this job from the first day! did the daily routine and some irresponsible woman left her panties from the ladies department on my counter. she left it at the men's clothes for goodness sake. what's her purpose huh?! and it wasn't just underwear, it was a thong! i just pretended i didn't notice it cause the panties were placed where lots of people walk pass.

although we knew each other's name, we refused to call by our own names. instead, we call each other by what brands of departments we took care of. for example me, i took care of De Fry and Casualists. so they'll call me "De Fry". then one girl she handles the clothes at the fitting room. so we'll call her "Fitting room". lol. all this is just within my area. other people call me by name of course.

4th day at work
Morning shift today. and i seriously don't like it. cause i felt totally lethargic and i kept compressing my yawn. worse, no customers to serve in the morning. that just leaves me to folding clothes and replenishing stocks which doesn't give me the rush to do the work. no running. no fun.

i've got blisters everyday. silly me forget to put on plaster on my foot. around noon, that's when customers start to get more and more. but i can't run with this stupid blisters so i managed to just brisk walk. but sometimes, i don't care but just run back to the store room cause i don't want them to keep waiting.

i found out that Fadillah is not coming to work ever again for some reasons. before my break, i was told to take care of addidas. o.0 very blur cause i really don't know about their stocks and all. luckily only a few customers approached me. then i ciao for my break. nothing much to talk about today. just that someone left a brown bikini on my counter. BOO!

someone thought that i was a Burmis. LOL? just before my end of work, i was folding the last few pieces of pants when a malay guy (promoter) approached me. from the strong smell, i can tell he smokes.

Smoker: Hey, how old are you?
Me: 16. why?
Smoker: Nothing. eh, you wear retainer ah?
Me: Yah.
Smoker: What time you go home?
Me: Soon.
Smoker: Oh. I going for break now. bye. see you later.
Me: (starts to think he's a little bit freaky)

finally, when it was time for me to go home, i was looking for my punch card at the security post when the same guy (who was supposed to go for his break) appeared by my side. he asked my if i lost my card and i said no. after that, i went back in the store and found someone to go back home with me. Thankfully she saved me cause the guy was waiting for me at the security post. when he saw me with my friend, he just said bye and went back in the store. -_-

2008-12-22T04:24:00.000-08:00

to get my dream phone, it's kinda impossible. the cost of the phone, it's terribly horrifying!! worse, my dad will only sponsor me with $200 and the rest i have to pay it myself. since i love to daydream, i can only dream of having the phone. so in the end, i got sony ericsson C902 (the one exactly on the picture) instead. at least the cost is still affordable for me.

went to JB a few days before. we went out around 6am to avoid the traffic jam (there's not many cars!) then headed for breakfast in JB first. after that went straight to my grandma's house. oh yes, that's the house we must always go whenever we go JB. slept for awhile cause i was totally exhausted and lack of sleep.

i was awakened by mom inviting me to go shopping. so we went Tesco first and the Dunkin donut shop caught my attention. i felt like i was in heaven, indulging those sumptuous donuts. since i was the only donut fan among my family, i get to eat more donuts then them ;P

i was with my aunty and brother most of the time. the one in the photo is my aunty. yes, my aunty is younger than me. long story :P

roamed around the supermarket for awhile then we went to Jusco. the malls are just next to each other but we still have to travel by car to go to each malls. i was looking for the socks for my new HP but can't find it. so, i got Atlanta slippers instead. at least it's something rather than nothing. i can't find anything to buy.

yada yada. we went home at night. i am still looking forward to go JB again. haix.

i can't wait for wednesday. will be going facial with my aunty. yeah man!!

2008-12-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

my dream phone. C905

i stopped working at Hyatt Hotel cause my mom and dad don't allow. but thankfully i got this data entry job for this moment to cover up my pay.

for this holiday, i worked at the OCBC to type out some data entry, worked once as a Waitress, and coming soon, salesgirl at robinsons.

the data entry job is the easiest. sit in front of the computer, type out the account numbers and go back home safely. just that there's a lot of files to complete. yesterday i had to complete 9000++ files in just an hour. my fingers were tired after that.

as the Waitress, honestly, i love the job. unfortunately, i get disapproval from my parents.

and the robinsons, i'm so looking forward to it. can't wait to start working with fatin again. she got to work as a cashier. argh!

tomorrow i will be going around looking for my dream phone. if possible i want to buy it on the spot ;P

2008-12-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

now i'm here sitting in front of the computer while some people are enjoying themselves at the prom organized by students. can't go today because tmr morning i have to go tangkak to celebrate hari raya haji at grandma's kampong. yes, tangkak. it's a town in between johor and malacca. now you learn something new? :D

let me talk about yesterday's first day at work at Hyatt Hotel. i came late and so so so sorry to fatin, nadrah and nafisa to keep you all waiting. nadrah is fatin's friend and nafisa is nadrah's friend so lets just make friends. the four of us got lost at first cause we were still unfamiliar with the routes that leads to certain room despite being there during our interview. i mean, we're so new so can't expect us to remember all the complicated directions.

in the toilet, we wore our smart, black uniform (hehe) then bun up our hair and put on make up. the grooming there for workers are VERY strict. girls have to wear light make up with red lipstick. red lipstick?? i feel so nyonya la and fatin said she looked so geisha. lol. then put on wax on our hair and we helped each other with the hair. 5 star hotel mah..very strict in all these.

we reported 30 minutes late cause we don't know where to put our bags. lockers are available but we were not sure of how to use them. thankfully, we didn't get reprimanded but some chinese girls who were there for the first day did. since we were late, we were only given 15 minutes to have our dinner o.0

15 minutes is not enough. we hurried and queue up the long row but unfortunately, we queued up at the chinese section. we only realised that after we sat down with our food in front of us. and we only got 4 minutes left. so, we only managed to eat bananas and drink orange juice. then rushed back to see our captain.

he taught us about the table stuffs all and what we were supposed to do for this chinese wedding. since it was our first day, we were given partners who are more experienced to work with. my partner is Chian Na and Suhaidi. they are very fun people to work with !! i have to handle 4 tables when i was only assigned to 2 tables. but it's alright. i helped Izzati with her table as well.

as a waitress, i had to carry drinks, served chinese tea, served their food, fold their napkins whenever the guests are not around, fill up their glasses, take their orders again, replace the used plates with new ones...yada yada. quite an easy job though (just because it's our first day). some of the guests are nice. there's this uncle who drank lots of chinese tea. it's our job to refill their cups but i have to refill his cup 3 times almost every 5 minutes. if i was too busy to do so, he will like stare at me and then wait for me to pour the tea when actually the teapot is just right in front if him.

Suhaidi and Izzati called him "uncle cheekopek". LOL. then after that, i got a little freaked out whenever he looked at me. another table is full of japanese guests. they didn't finish up their food and they refused to allow us to remove them from the table. however, there's A LOT of other food to be put on the table and we were kinda worried of where to put the rest.

around 11.30pm, we were called to sign out as the wedding dinner as ended. but last minute i had to distribute cupcakes to the guests. i was like, huh? i have to rush home to catch the last train! and most of the guests mabok already, maybe because they drank too much wine or beer.
then got one aunty just took the leftover boxes of cupcakes and it left my tray empty. but then she asked for a plastic bag and i don't know where to get it. fortunately, Suhaidi appeared at my back and helped to settle her problems.

yada yada. after we got changed, fatin desperately needed to fill her stomach. so went to far east (in the middle of the night) to eat. first time i went out to town so late at night. i love this job!

just now went to sengkang swimming pool with my dear little cousins. too bad i didn't get a chance to play with the slide cause it was raining and then we had to go off soon. i just had to take care of my cousin and play by the baby pool.

from left: Uncle (Uf), hanif, wahab, me

2008-11-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

so my aunty from U.S came back home yesterday after leaving her homeland(Singapore) for 7months with her son and husband. "migrate" to U.S. that's what she said 7months ago. i thought she was going to stay there for years and that made me so depressed that i almost flooded the airport with tears when i waved them goodbye.

in the end, there were some changes in plan as she's now 2months pregnant and she wants to give birth in Singapore. xD [yeah mannn!!!] oh yes, i hope it's a GIRL. i want a friend. i'm the only granddaughter my grandparents got.

the one on the right on the picture there is abdel wahab. the one who just came back. the one on the left is my another cousin from sengkang, named Hanif Abqary. hanif is older by a month. photo taken when they were 2 mths old.

we call him "Beeboo" or "Wahab". supposed to be "Habeeboo" which means darling in Arab. his father speak Arab to him. not african language. so, he have to learn English, Malay and Arab language. how lucky. they're now living at my granny's house.

he's such a tough boy (OMG!). he's hyperactive and love to run around and play with whatever is in the house. he hates colourful toys. spoons, basket, remote control etc etc all those stuffs that we, humans always deal with at home are his toys. he'll topple over a laundry basket and when we stop him to put back all the laundry back into the basket, he'll run over to another spot and grab something and knock it until it breaks. tsk tsk tsk. the house will never be clean. i wonder how my aunty survived those days in U.S. and he will continue this mess and run around the house without feeling exhausted. he'll never know the meaning of tired. he only sleeps when it's dark. are all african babies this active? LOL.

this morning, i brought him out in the morning to go to the shop with my aunty. for a 1 year old kid, he sure is VERY HEAVY. he followed his daddy's genes. big bones. while my aunty went to buy milk, we waited outside the shop and i let him run around for awhile. then he suddenly approached this Bangla who was walking and then Beeboo just hugged his legs. the bangla man just stood there and laughed. when i pulled him away, he ran to the bicycles and touch2 the tyres. then he just push the bicycle with great force that it just fell over the ground. when i picked up the bicycle, he got so excited when he saw a dog. (he loves dogs cause in U.S, there's lots of dogs and he even hugged a dog once.) he ran towards the dog and wanted to touch it. i perspire a lot just taking care of him. great exercise.

finally. some peace.

2008-11-27T05:44:00.000-08:00

uncombed & messy hair. i will only comb my hair whenever i have the mood to do so. if not, i'll just run my fingers through my hair. granny allowed me to dye my hair. after thinking about it, i chose not to do so. [yah, random post]

my aunt from U.S is coming back home on 30Nov 0025hr.
xDDDD
i don't think i'll be able to hit the sack that night. dad didn't allow me to fetch them at the airport. so, i'll just wait patiently by the front door for their presence.

time is precious. time is $$. my dental appointment just now was supposed to be at 2.30pm but i went in at 6pm. now you know how patient i can be?

i just waited there, read and re-read the newspapers, watch some Chinese Opera, stared at myself in the huge mirror and then i decided to take a walk outside. while waiting patiently at the counter, an indian lady came in as she had an appointment at 3.15pm. then, she got totally pissed off as the patient in the room(the one before me that's taking such a long time) had to do an unexpected surgery which will take a very long time. And the poor nurse got reprimanded by her with such harsh words, hopefully she won't take it too hard. she then took a walk around that area and came back at 4pm. unfortunately, the patient is still going through surgery. meaning, she had to wait again. so, she left the clinic again, changing her appointment to some other days.

i think the doctor is just being greedy. i mean, if he can't take too much patient in one day then don't. each patient is estimated to get consultation for roughly 30 min. but most of the time, the patients can take up to an hour or even more. like for example, this patient took 3 and half hours. it ain't fair rite for other patients as we have to wait for such a long time as our appointment is being delayed. some people even took like early leave or even a day off for an appointment and then this kind of thing happens. it's really such a waste of time and $$.

as for me, luckily today i got nothing on. and when i went in, the dentist did some scaling and polishing and X-ray and fluoride treatment which only took 15 min. he said i had to pluck out another wisdom tooth. when he left the room to attend to another patient, the nurse was with me to explain to me the importance to pluck out the wisdom tooth a.s.a.p as it may make my teeth get crooked again...yada yada. then i purposely bombarded her with a lot of questions to make her busy and let me stay in the room a little bit longer. sheesk.

2008-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

Tagged by : Nabillah Jalal

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Of course !

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- No. That's final.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Forever and ever.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy the white house. buy the house in Sentosa. adopt children from all over the world. shop endlessly.

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
- Go jogging in the morning and then dental appointment in the noon.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone

7. What do you love doing?
- playing the swing, exercising, listening to music, DANCING, play computer, shopping, do facial, eating

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Forget about him and move on with life.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- Definitely.

10. What makes you sad?
- When someone i love is not with me. when i don't get good results.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Bright, cheerful and is in the working industry, satisfied with my job.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Family & friends.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- Love, support, confidence and loyalty.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- anything.

15. What is your favourite colour?
- PINK, white, black.

16. If you’re attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- Ask myself what made me have a change. seek help from friends. then i'll make the final decision.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Yes, definitely. i don't like keeping grudges.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- I don't tell him. I'll wait for him to tell :P

19. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only God knows what) with other girls/guys?
- Ask him straight to the face. No more nice jannah.

20. Do you believe that there’s “Love At First Sight”?
- xD

5 people to do this survey:
[ most of the people have been tagged, so anyone can do this thing :)]

2008-11-24T05:10:00.000-08:00

i happen to browse through my folder and found these photos. hmm..i think we were at the scince lab handing up our physics workbook that Mr Thia threatened us to pass up a.s.a.p.

fatin and i went for the robinson interview today. the interview starts at 2 and we reached around 2.10pm and the queue was so long as if we were queuing for Singapore idol audition. i haven't had my lunch and she haven't had her breakfast. i felt like as if my stomach is cursing me for not giving it food to digest. the interviewer seems friendly despite having to repeat the same dialog of explaining about our attire, training etc etc to maybe hundreds of people. i don't even call that an interview. i call that briefing!

we roamed around raffles city shopping centre for awhile and then headed straight to Long John's silver. then went to tmall to get fatin's scrap book. i didn't know she loves to draw.

on the way to the interchange, i was attracted (for the first time) to this flyer distributed. it's a facial treatment which costs only $10 for the first 100 customers since they just opened the new shop. the offer is just to attract customers since they just opened the new outlet in tampines. the original price is $60. after moments of hesitations, i decided to sign up with fatin, remembering granny telling me to go for facial this holiday. the offer is within this 3 months.

me when i was 3 years old. mai said that i look so man-ly.haha!

2008-11-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

the last time i went overseas was in june. tomorrow i will be going JB with mom and granny. won't be for long i think. early in the morning go out to catch the citylink bus and bye singapore.

my lips looked kinda blue in the picture. nope, i don't have blue lip gloss. gross!

2008-11-14T14:02:00.000-08:00

4e6 class chalet at costa sands.

i came around 6pm and it was such a coincidence that i met jolene and yiwen, followed by hui ting in the bus. as usual, i had to bring nuggets to the outing.

the first thing that caught my attention in the room was brownies! i'm in heaven! watched "John Tucker must die" while eating all sorts of food. good show though. sheila and hanna looked gorgeous. heh. must look good when meeting rihanna. :D

when fatin came, she wanted to watch the chinese show. so, i accompanied her to the other room. nevermind, i will continue watching John Tucker in youtube :)

we started taking lots of pictures at night. it's like everyone started posing and then all at the same time snapping pictures all around.

belinda <3
nabillah <3

blurry razeef

hui ting <3
jannah;fatin;nabillah
ira wasn't there :(
mai-qh <3
ding ping ang moh.
fatin diana <3

razeef!!
charmaine <3
natasha <3
jared lao kong and mai-qh darl.

**
back at home, big brother have this assignment of doing milo ice Popsicles for the carnival in his school. he had to make around 50. this caused our fridge to be overloaded and then boom! the whole refrigerator broke down and the fan and lights were dead. i just came back from chalet and i had mom and dad screaming at brother. i had to arrange all melting stuffs on the floor. we had to finish up our tub of ice cream first before it becomes a waste.

the problem is his ice Popsicles. he have to bring it to school the next morning for sale and now the fridge is spoil. i see a hopeless, melting ice Popsicles lying helplessly in the basin. THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!

first, we thought of borrowing the large fridge at 7-eleven. but the lady said they can't allow outside people to use their fridge.

it was around 11pm. so, me and my brother were at T-mart, roaming around while he called his friends who lived nearby to borrow their fridge. THANK GOD THEY ALLOWED.

of course we didn't put all of the 50 Popsicles in one fridge. we learnt our lesson. so, he called another friend to put the remaining Popsicles. phew~ that was a relief. the Popsicles were saved. this might be his assignment, but i don't know why I'm the one who is worrying too much about his Popsicles.
it was a milo one.

2008-11-11T21:43:00.000-08:00

i have a confession to make.
i can feel the burden of guilt weighing down on me even more if i don't do this.
well..

for those of you who asked me if wearing braces hurt, and if i said no, then i must be lying.
yes, it does hurt. but not all the time. it'll only hurt when it was the first time you're wearing it.
and also after each appointment with the dentist. I'm sorry if i have to lie cause i just don't want to scare people who planned to wear braces in future. As a form of compensation, I would like to share with you my experiences and some tips about braces.

General tips: Since it's the school holiday, it's the best time for you to wear them now. try to get the nearest clinic cause anything happens to your braces, you can easily go back there to fix it. once the metal wires poke my gums (and it hurts of course), so i went back there to seek aid. there's going to be a lot of appointments before you wear the real braces. for those who preferred going to the hospitals, I'm not so sure about the process and all. I only know that you will get subsidies and you have to wait for years to wear braces. but if you go to private clinics like i did, it costs around $3800-$4000. YES, YOU CAN PAY BY INSTALLMENTS. every visit, i paid $150. only for braces.

Before braces: you will have to go through X-rays and if he founds something usual, you will need to go to other specialists he appointed to seek second opinion. if nothing serious, then he will put this small circular rubber bands in between your last tooth and the second last tooth. after a week, those rubber bands will be removed and he will insert in a metal piece that covers the sides of your entire last teeth.

Wearing braces: take a lot of pictures first before you go for the appointment on the day you have to wear braces ;) remember to wear some lip balm first because he will use this giant plastic to hold your lips and open your mouth wide. (you won't want people to look at you i swear). the whole process took me 2 hours. he will use this gadget that illuminates a blue light to dry your teeth and then he'll glue the metal blocks on each tooth. it hurts for the first time and i had difficulty talking. i had to eat porridge and soft food for the first day. hard food like meat and chicken can only be eaten if you think you can :)

these will be your best friends everyday. mouth gargle, mouth floss and a small toothbrush. don't worry, that toothbrush have not been used. you need to use 2 toothbrushes. one is on the photo shown and another one an ortho toothbrush. can get it in the clinic.

Then: sometimes, when you brush your teeth, your mouth bleeds. you will need to visit the dentist every 6 weeks. for that visit, he will tighten the wires and do something else he needed to. after that, your whole mouth feels numb. so numb that you'll find eating a piece of bread is hell. the sensation will go away after 1-2 days.

Next: usually, dentists will recommend you to pluck out 4 adult teeth. for some people, they don't pluck out. he will not make you go to sleep but he will just buse the gums. 2 upper teeth and 2 lower teeth. he will pluck out 2 at one appointment. the gap, size of a tooth will eventually close up with the help of the wires.

After braces: after you wear braces, you will need to wear retainer like I'm wearing now which cost $600. this is not included in the previous sum. the single wired retainer is for more serious case. the best time to wear braces is when we're still teenagers. when we're 20+, our gums will be harder and hence, the process of braces will take longer. more than 2 years i guess. the metals were stuck on my teeth for 2 years. it was supposed to be 1 and half years but my surgery was the cause of the time extension.

before i wore braces.

2 months wearing braces.

5 months wearing braces.

1 year wearing braces.

1 year 6 months wearing braces.

I'm sure this seems familiar to most of you. haha. this is my retainer box where i always keep my retainers. you have to remove your retainers when you want to eat and brush your teeth.

AFTER BRACES..[retainers]

and that's the end of my experiences. not exactly the end. i'm still wearing retainers though. for those who are planning to wear them, i strongly encourage you to do so. any doubts, i am more than willing to help you :)
seriously, i'm not trying to scare you but some scary stuffs told are just to make you feel more ready to what reality you are going to face. you're just gonna suffer for 2 years and then you can enjoy for the rest of your life :D

2008-11-11T12:56:00.000-08:00

donuts, anyone?
i can finally know the real meaning of freedom now.
say bye bye to books, and hello to freedom and happiness.

i shall now reward myself for surviving those awful moments by eating donuts from donut empire :)

this is an example of an internal bleeding.
such a horrible looking bruise that leaves a hideous mark on my left leg.
what happened?

last Saturday..
i was on the way to the tamp library near the toilet area where you have to pay 10 cents.
there's this uncle walking, in fact kinda like running at fast speed with the trolley.
the thing is, he wasn't looking in front at the direction he was going to.
instead, he was looking around and even turned his head 360 degrees to his back.
he was coming from my right.
i couldn't stop in time.
at first i was lucky cause he didn't hit my right leg but unfortunately the trolley hit my left leg with tremendous force.
BANG!
OUCHHHHH!!

he stopped, stared, and continued walking with the trolley without a word.
idiot.

mom didn't say anything when i got home. she just laughed o.0
i got big brother nagging at me, say..
"just because you got only one paper left doesn't mean you don't need to take care of yourself!"

hey! i did take care of myself. i even tried to avoid him from hitting my right leg.
but my left leg became the victim.
oh well, accidents do happen anywhere, anytime.

the trolley looks something like this but a metal, and very heavy one.
the one apek, "karang guni" man always use to carry newspaper.

this year is an unlucky leg year for me.
first, i sprained my ankle last february.
now this.
no worries, it's just a bruise.

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behold.
my oh-so-handsome cousin!

my aunty is sending this photo for dunno what photogenic contest for babies.
he's 1 year 2 months now.
the photo is taken when he was around 7-8 months old.

this was when he was 3 months old.
this is the cousin fatin wants to marry.
hahaha!
must get my approval first.
xDDD

2008-10-13T07:00:00.001-07:00

let me make this announcement once and for all.
now i officially announce that i won't be blogging til the end of olevels.
seriously, the time in my life rite now is really limited.
no life.
always have to sit by in front of my desk and mug like one freakish studious student with great aims.
i'll be able to know the real meaning of freedom on 11 november, at 9 o'clock.

every tick from the clock is very precious.
alright, i'm in a rush to type out this post.
oh 11 november, come by very soon pls.
i've got a whole list of to-do stuffs after for post olevels.
and, good luck to those taking olevels this year!!

2008-09-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

finally, you get to see a new post after eons of nothing, but the same post over and over again.
for people who bothered to come here, thank you =)

for this whole week, my new best friend is the packet of tissue paper.
without it, my life seemed to be in complete misery.
yes, it's crucial as it helps me to blow my nose.
if you noticed the balls of tissues in the dustbins,
those were mine.
i can't help but blow all these mucus out cause i can't breathe properly.
it got worser everyday since last friday.
after fever, then flu.
what's next??

all these irritating stuffs are accompanied by profuse coughing.
my throat feels narrowed and then there's this tingling feeling which led to a dry cough.
i just feel like grabbing the stick you used to scratch your back
and then insert it into my throat and scratch off this itchy feeling.

besides that, my voice broke.
it's just like as if i had gone through another puberty.
such a rare opportunity to hear this voice.
but, it itches again every time i talk.
and if i raise my voice, my nose would vibrate.
it tickles you know.

well, hopefully i'll recover before olevels.
if my new medicine still doesn't show any improvement, i'm so going doctor again, this monday.
MONDAY- a good day to go doctor so don't have to go school =P

2008-09-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

I'm already dead. (choi! touchwood!)
my soul lies between the grimace textbooks and cluster papers.
my muscles seemed to protest for a break these few days of non-stop stressing hours.

i'll resurrect on the last day of olevel, perhaps.
for now, you see my soul walking around in school.
don't be afraid of my own spirit.
if you get scared and run away from her, she'll haunt you.
treat her like a normal human being.
my spirit won't harm you, if you don't harm her.

yiming, you're sitting next to my soul.
just a word of advice, she can be insane at times.
nudge her whenever you want if you catch her daydreaming in class.

exactly 1 more month to olevel sci practical from today.
scared?
DEFINITELY.

2008-09-01T02:19:00.000-07:00

sometimes, you just don't know when good things will come by.
it may just come out of the blue, even when someone is harassing you. at that point of moment.
you never know.

i was totally out of my mind that point. i didn't know what i was thinking.
the inside of my head seemed to be in complete disarray, as though my brain had been ransacked.
no hope. i thought. why bother thinking about it.

the high pitch tone of the ringing telephone gave my heart a huge leap.
i was hoping to hear someone's distinct voice.
my heart withered like a weak flower every time it wasn't the voice i expected.
it wasn't for me though.
it was for granny.
in fact the telephone kept ringing for an uncountable number of times that i just felt like plucking off the wires.
grandpa was laughing out loud, watching a comedy.
i wished i could join in.

another ring.
as i grumbled and barely noticing my hands were balled into fists, i realised that my walk to the telephone booth was always a zombie-steps experience.
such a rare moment. i thought.

"Hello?" i answered the call.
"Hello, nurul eh? Is granny there?"

i raised up my head.
For several seconds, i stoned and there was pure confusion hanging on my face.
yes, this voice, it sounded so familiar.

"Is this mak ngah? Mak ngah? From US, Seattle?" i questioned, breaking the long silence.

"Yeah...How are you?" she replied.

A look of great excitement suddenly dawned on my face.
From a long frown, to a bright and lively smile.
yes..that was what i've awaited for.

"Why you call?"

That was the only dumbest question that popped in my head.
I was too excited that I became tongue-tied.
A sense of guilt struck me for asking such a bonus question, which might seem rude.

"Nah..it's the fasting month. So that's why I just wanted to talk to nenek" she replied, in such a calm manner.

I felt someone tapping on my shoulder.
When i turned around, nenek was mumbling to me. i couldn't hear a thing.
With great reluctance, I had to hand over the phone to nenek.
I stood next to her while she talked to mak ngah, hoping I could get a chance to talk to her.
It was futile anyway. Mom kept bugging me to hurry up and go to paya lebar.

In the end, i had to leave the house without a chance to talk to her.
If only such rare moments could happen again..

P.S i'm not trying to be so drama here but i's just trying to write a compo. hehe. practicing for EL paper la..

2008-08-29T08:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!!!

teachers' day celebration today was awesome!
i like all the performances, especially when the teachers acted out as an east springian
practicing for a performance.
=D
that totally reminded me of last year of how we went through the ups and downs of doing our part by putting in our utmost effort.
to put up a very very very very satisfying performance.
which is SO memorable.
omg, i wonder why I'm being so nostalgic and emotional nowadays.

i love the bands xD
syahirah was so cute just now =)
no one. no one. no one ohhh..
that song sang by sharifah is like now stuck inside my mind.

i didn't went to my primary school today.
after school, rested at home for awhile and off to john little expo sale with mom.
then to TM and CS.
and i bought my shoes and bag for hari raya.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!
yeah yeah.
i know it's still too early to buy them now.
the thing is, after next week, i won't have the time to go out anymore.
until this sunday, i'll be as free as a bird.
so, better enjoy as much as possible =)
honestly, i don't have the mood for raya.
even though we went shopping for raya just now, i just buy them for the sake of having them.

i had my last religious class today.
and we had our makan fest xD
and got this boy brought 500 satays cause' his parents sell satays =0
there are only about 40 students there and most of them have small stomachs (cause' they have small body)
girls, on diet maybe?
i brought nuggets. heh.
then we had to bring back home those left-over satays and food.
i like the chicken wing the best.
there were so much food i didn't know where to start.

4e6; retro fever!!

JANNAH;NABILLAH;MAI-QH

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to my dearest mai, thank you for the lovely drawing.
seriously, i LOVE it!!
don't worry, i'll remember you in future whenever i see this picture =)

can't wait to go singapore poly tmr.
abang will be receiving his bursary from LBKM (lembaga biasiswa kenangan maulud) there.
well, after receiving it, he'll have to come down to help them whenever they call.

2008-08-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

no more Olympic games to watch -_-
BOOOO!!

honestly, i didn't study much on Sunday afternoon cause' i wanted to watch Olympic games for the last time.
it was the gymnastic for goodness sake.
yeah, i like gymnastics.
that's why i took up the gymnastics module in sec 2.

i like the swimming and running events too.
more to running cause' a lot of different countries took part.
for swimming, typical countries like USA, Russia, France Japan, Australia etc etc took part
but running, those blacks and white can take part.

Usain Bolt and Michael Phelps were the two icon of the Games.
Usain Bolt, Jamaican, thrilled his homeland by winning the men's 100m in a world-record 9.69 seconds
amazing yeah?
Phelps, with his unprecedented eight gold medals and seven world records amazed me.

luckily i managed to watch the closing ceremony.
unfortunately, i fell asleep halfway.
so, i only managed to watch them dance. and also FIREWORKS!!
Leona lewis and David Beckham were there.
yeah razeef, too bad she didn't perform on stage.

i want my body to be this soft!

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Mt paper 1 and 2 today was...

errr..

whatever.
i seriously preferred the Mt olevel paper we took in May.
i hate my paper 1.
while doing my composition, i almost cried. LOL.
because my story was a sad story and when i was imagining it, it just affected my emotions.
however, i still had difficulty writing down whatever i pictured in my mind.
so, even if u want to read my compo, i don't think it'll be as touching as what i'd imagine.
it's hard to put them into words..

the MCQ comprehension was damn TOUGH!
i kept on flipping the page to view the questions over and over again.
dear mom, pls be prepared to see the most disappointing results ever.

2008-08-24T20:21:00.000-07:00

if only there's no such word as graduate.
we wouldn't have to go to our separate ways.
and lead a brand new life.
meet new people with all sorts of characters.
face more ups and down in life.
i'm really gonna miss those great people i met in esss.
on the last day of our olevel paper, i'll be having a mixture of feelings.
excited? cause' it's finally the end of olevel?
joyless? cause' we won't get to meet each other more often.
i need a hug.
a last hug.

according to brother, our graduation day is after prelims.
no home clothes -_-"
have to prepare something for the teachers.
who had put in their utmost effort to see us succeed.

2008-08-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

hello! hello!
i'm still alive okay.
this blog might be neglected for quite some time.
but the owner just don't have time to entertain it.
nahh...prelims here.
once i open my textbook, high chance i will fall asleep.
it's like as if the textbook is casting a spell on me.
and bring me to lalaland.
someone save me from this curse I'm in!
that's why i can't even sit in front of the comp.
cause most of the time i'm asleep..
but sometimes, i'll mug for exams.
but still, no to comp.

physics paper today was ridiculous.
1hr 15 mins and poof!
TIME IS TOO SHORT!!
I had to skip the 1marks ques i didn't know how to do.
now i prefer chemistry..

let me talk about olevel english oral last tuesday.
there were 2 examiners and i seriously prefer the younger one.
jia min complained that i talked too long. LOL.
now i'm starting to be scared.
cause' i'm scared i might run out of topic cause' i talked too much.
the older one gave that "Mdm sugu's face" again.
pfft. whatever.
i had fun chit chatting with the younger one.

then at night, i slept at 8pm-6am.
and i had to sit for the chemistry and amaths paper the next day.
luckily i managed to study ABIT for amaths.
nothing for chemistry.
woke up at 6am, managed to read some of the pages in the chem tb for half and hour only.
yah..pathetic.

geography yesterday was kinda scary for me.
first ques about the map, i couldn't find any coastal features on the beach.
at first i thought it was just me who didn't study well.
but thank god it was a mistake. teacher announced that it was a wrong grid.
and the night before geog paper, i slept at 10pm, and woke up at 4am to study coast.
and studied on food during our break time.
call me crazy.
i'm never gonna do this for olevel!

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present for Nabillah's birthday.. and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHEILA AND NABILLAH!! [170808]

abang's birthday was on 140808.
mum bought him a helium balloon, tied with an envelope which consist of $$.
i was holding on to it. when i turned to face him with the balloon at my back, suddenly just BOOOOMM!!!
i turned around and saw the helium balloon from floating upwards, it went downwards with a large hold at the centre.
it hit the ceiling fan and that's when it burst. (T.T)
sorry brother!
next time if mom gives me a balloon for me birthday, you can burst mine.

dad is going to vietnam this fasting month.
for 2 weeks.
2 weeks?! 2 days are already too long for me.
and it's the fasting month for goodness sake.
now we'll have to break fast with one member missing..=(
he has to shoot about the arts and culture down there.

alright alright.
i'll try to update again soon.
just drop by anytime aites.
heheheheh xD

2008-08-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Maish and honey,

sorie for not updating my blog for ages despite you bugging me to do so. and now, finally i got the time to exercise these fingers and let myself sit in front of the comp and go to blogger =D

and maisharaqh, i promised to do so last friday, but once i wanted to start updating, my dad came into the room, give that monstrous face and commanded me to switch off the comp.

as a form of compensation, i put your pics here to cheer you up..

xDDDDDDDDDDDDD

maishy!

ira! aka honey!

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and spore is finally 43 years old=older than my mom.
we celebrated it by going for my cousin's birthday party =D
his birthday is on 080808 but we celebrate his 1st birthday on national day instead.

aunty (usu) got great food there!
fortunately, my tummy allowed my tastebuds to explode with excitement.
yada yada.

and the cake got Zulhilmi's cute face (the birthday boy) and most importantly, it tastes nice too!
wahh..if only my birthday cake got my face too. heee.
and then i waited until my aunty cuts all the slices til it reaches his facial parts. i ate his eyes xDD

he's only one years old yet he has got so many frenz that came to celebrate his birthday.
very chaotic with some toddlers screaming and yelling. and babies crying. and mothers go yak yak yak.

after the tahlil, we watched NDP on Tv.
i was only looking forward to the Black night.
AMAZING!!!
i was totally enthralled by how they did the heart shape in the sky..
and how they almost intersect each other.
i was afraid they might crashed. it just reminds me of social studies where we had to do the SBQ about the china jet plane and american planes crashed and cause so themselves to blame each other.
get this SS out of my mind pls!

first class and calefare were really hilarious and it caused my tummy to hurt. heh.
while watching the show, my little cousins had their itchy hands to let go of the helium balloons and cause it to be floating helplessly on the 2nd floor of the mansionate house.
luckily, uncle got the idea of using some sort of stick to get the balloon down.

the children's mini playground was the youth's favourite place once the little kids already left home.
there's this mini basketball thing for toddlers to shoot the ball.
once the toddler gets to score, the mini basketball shooter will go like "1,2....u scored a goal!"
but then, the rest of us gathered and used that thing to shoot anyhow.
and cause it to somehow overload.
childish youths..

zul and his mom.

he seems scared of the candle

zul:080808; brother:140808

zul and his brother, iskandar

it's so hard to get him to look at the camera!

i like this serviette

watching first class..

oh my balloon!

cik zafir to the rescue!

mini playground

overloaded !

brothers!

2008-07-31T04:58:00.000-07:00

long fringe. see how long it is? gets irritating at times when i had to bend my head down to do my work. perhaps i can break my record of having the longest fringe xD
I'm just too lazy to bring myself to the hairdresser to cut those fringes off.

yesterday, i accompanied Maisharaqh to see the band members practicing. at first, i just waited outside while Maish and Midzi promised to go in only for a few minutes. In the end, i was invited in as they wanted to stay longer.

UTTERLY AWKWARD. haha. once i came in, almost all pairs of eyes stared at me. perhaps they might be thinking who this unfamiliar band member is. what instrument i used to play? hmm...perhaps some blowing pump that i used to use for CPR mouth to mouth rescue blow.

as i scanned around, enjoying the melodious song being played, i fell in love with the french horn.

last time, i used to think that french horn is such a complicated instrument when i saw the tubes being twirl and twirl but the outcome, it got a good round shape [don't worry if you don't understand cause i can't explain it well]

however, i still love the drums best =D
boom boom boom!!
that one creates a more heart thumping impact.

not bad, not bad. they play it nice too..=)
now it explains how they won for the SYF.
congratulations! xD

and today, the guys had their soccer tournament for the national day thingy.
4e5 vs 4e1
4e3 vs 3e1
marcus was the goalkeeper and also the captain for 4e1.
it was hilarious seeing marcus in action.

and then me and mai left after the first half ended.

then mai messaged me, after midzi messaged her to tell me that..
4e5 guys won!
2-0
congratulations!!

2008-07-24T03:18:00.000-07:00

obviously, i didn't have the time to go and update blog for the past few days.
beach cleaning was like last saturday.
and now then i wanted to upload the pictures. heh.

cleaning the beach was such a piece of cake.
Singapore is a clean and green city.
even the beach is sparkling clean.
not exactly that clean. some inconsiderate people still throw tissue papers on the ground.
at least, there's still some work to do.
overall, pasir ris beach is kinda clean.

after that, picnic!!!
honestly, i love the picnic with my beloved class (although it can be abit dull)
as usual, i volunteered to bring nuggets xD
it's our last year together. last moments together. i can't imagine stepping out of east spring sec, leaving behind those precious moments together. those laughters. those ups and downs. and after olevel, we're off to our separate ways.
ok, snap out of it! i'm thinking too far. let me get back to my story..

then, had to go back to school to support the sec 2s with their charity bazaar.
nabillah bought for me and ira this ice pop (with no service satisfaction)
and i bought a strawberry fondue (and the girl was kinda blur)
i still preferred our time when we had to do the charity bazaar last 2 years =)

we were held back til 12 pm.
at 11+, we were bored and exhausted after going beach.
it's an irony cos we were hoping that time flies by quickly cos we just wanted to get out of school.
usually, in school days, we wanted time to slow down as time passed by too fast.
once dismissed, we were as free as birds.
and i went straight home.
home sweet home.

i was the odd one wearing my sjab shirt.

me and nabillah

me and effie!

hanna loves. [i wasn't ready!]

rubbish!

ira!!

miss cai.

had to cut the brownies secretly =X

there were five people.

partners!

i just find this pic funny. heh

me, the birthday girl & hanna

i love picnic!

2008-07-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

i bet it'll just be futile for me to update blog at this point of time.
it's too last minute.
nevertheless, i'll just update before anyone complains that i haven't been updating xP

yesterday was my prelim english oral.
MDM SUGU was our examiner. as in from yiwen onwards til jia min.
we were 5 minutes late from assembling in the hall.
the countable number of people in the hall made me think that we weren't late.

she was there, marking our attendance when i came into the hall.
when she turned around to look at me and nabillah still walking to our place, she screamed at the top of her lungs, commanding us to hurry up and get seated.
once seated, she started nagging and telling us about the school values.
hello? i don't need that.
you can just continue marking our attendance and don't waste time.
don't have to demoralize us ok.
we've got our tension state to worry about.
this is prelims for goodness sake.
and because of that, we've got all eyes glued on us for her, being the centre of attraction.

oh, do learn from my mistakes ok.
for picture discussion, i said the animal was a baby sheep.
and then she was like ..."baby sheep?!! you sure?!"
having qualms, i changed my mind and said baby cow instead.
it was supposed to be a baby goat -_-"
i had a hard time figuring out what "kambing" is in english during our 10 min preparation.

for conversation, i had to lie about loving snakes.
i mean, i do like them but not as much as i love cats.
i lied about how infactuated i am by the way they slither and the wonderful colours on their body.
she had her fishball-ed eyes glaring at me,
and then she gave that this-girl-is-weird kind of look.
so much for being a candidate.
have to tolerate with teacher's unfathomable facial expressions..

2008-07-14T04:54:00.000-07:00

13 July marks the very important day for the sjab sec4s and sec 3s competition members.
not only us. other maams, sirs and other officers were pinning hope on us, neighbourhood schools.

unfortunately, we didn't manage to win any trophy for the zone. (T.T)
however, it's the learning experience that matter.
we were once a CHAMPION in zone 2.
perhaps, we should feel contented to have to achieve that far.
but hey, we've still got a long journey to go rites?
i reminiscence those times we went through together.
those ups and downs.
those blithe moments we had.
i can never forget that. i swear.
cheer up people... =)

"Losers live in the past. Winners learn from the past and enjoy working in the present towards the future." - Denis Waitley

tallest trophy= champion in zone 2, 2008
smallest trophy= 2nd runner up in zone 2, 2006
bear= present from maisharaqh =D

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i've been longing to update about this post.

my dad had to interview amy search (a 1980s band) a few weeks ago.
and yeah.
haha. just want to share some pictures here.

well, they are going to have a concert at republic polytechnic this august.
that's why my dad have to go for the shooting.

it's fun being a cameraman.
so many popular people to meet.
i once saw MR GOH CHOK TONG at tampines mart.
he went there for don't know what thing.
people all crowding around like sardines.
and i was so agitated to shake his hands afew times.
and as he walked to the other side of the place, i tracked him from the back.
hoping to shake his hand again.
and yeah, i shook his hands around 9 times.
yah...i still remembered.
LOL.

it's just the government for goodness sake.
and i was that "jakon"
in other words.."suaku"
hehehe.

so which one is my dad?? xD

2008-07-07T05:20:00.000-07:00

trust me. last friday i had the worse headache ever.
i have been suffering from it since wednesday.
ate panadol but it just doesn't work.

during physics class, i saw two of miss sakinah.
i saw two of yiming.
it seems like everyone has a twin beside them.
perhaps my brain cells were having a stampede.
stupid rampage of brain cells that affects my vision.

before i collapse, i chose to go home.
choices have consequences rite? =D

doctor pronounced me having a TENSION HEADACHE.

@!&#%^)*&#!P*(^#)P*&@#)&*#!)*#
the word "tension" kept echoing inside my mind.
does he have to mention that holy word?
that word just gives me more tension.
just make it short and sweet will ya..?
just say i got headache.
that should be more than enough to make me vomit.

doctor advised me to have 8 hours of sleep.
and now dad is more strict with my sleeping time after this incident.
gosh! have to hit the sack by 10.
what if my homeworks are still incomplete?! =S
good luck to me.
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it's youth day today.
and dad said, " NO STUDYING!"

am i hearing it correctly?
or am i dreaming?
or am i in HEAVEN?
LOL.

nahh..dad just wants me to take a break.
seriously, i don't know what to do.
so i asked maisharaqh out to TM.
haha. such a typical place to go.

i believed i haven't fully recovered from my T-----N headache.
and it just strike me so abruptly when i'm enjoying roaming around TM.
=( =( =(

it's not fun with that stampede in my head.
and i'm fasting for goodness sake.
don't want to waste today.
so just continued fasting.
the cure to my headache- go toilet. sit down at sofa. take pics. the end. ( reduce abit only la)

oh. don't want to tell what i bought today.
hehe.
except that i bought a black blouse. and another secret stuff not for me. hehe.

despite in our state of fatigue, we strolled all the way to the library.
mai wanted to borrow some books.
and i borrowed none.
heh. i still got another whole book still haven't finish reading.

2008-07-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

i'll tell you what i'm watching now.
i'm watching arts central where they are experimenting on how to keep your teeth clean w/o using toothbrushes.
so they had to eat such foods like onions and choc to make their teeth dirty and have bad breath first.
yucks!

apples, tissues, liquid soap and chewing gum were to be used to test for it's substitution for toothbrushes.

and it has proven that apples can be used to replace toothbrushes!!
well, that guy has lesser bad breath and his teeth is perfectly white.
the rest using liq soap etc, their breath stinks like garbage and their teeth were like decayed.
ewww!

okok. let me talk about mt olevel just now.

so i was in the exam room.
examiner: one guy. one lady.
the guy was kinda friendly than the lady.
trust me, once he popped out the ques, i just answered them immediately.
i was kinda worried cos i didn't take much time to think.
which means i could have talked rubbish =S

haix. what's done is done anyway.
whatever rubbish i might have talked will be reflected this august- RESULTS.

2008-06-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

donut factory
Californian roll

argh!! those sumptuous looking food just make my stomach juices get all jumbled up, growling to digest those stuffs down. ok, random. just so satisfied cos i finally got my appetite back =D

recalling back, 5 mths ago

Term 1: it was just a coincidence! miss cai got me to sit with my own Best friend. so i was arranged to sit beside Nabillah, under the holy fan. such a comfortable position with fun people around. nevertheless, i just got into my lalaland so easily despite having a chatterbox person beside me. heh. i turn left, can simply ask liying for a puncher. in front, is yiming; the chairperson. likes to steal my bottle on my desk, then points it right in front of my face until i get a shock and then laugh hysterically, feeling satisfied as if he had done something great.

so many things to share with her. and so many things to crap about. not forgetting her hobby of poking my waist. err..that sounds wrong. HAHA. i could just feel the wave. maybe longitudinal wave or transverse wave from her hand that's reaching my skin. and she just enjoyed seeing me suffer by the jerk from my body i'll always get into when someone pokes me =S

a month later, i sprained my precious ankle. obviously, i couldn't come to school for a few days. nabillah was lonely as she had to crap to herself while lessons were dead. haha. sorie baby!
a week after that, she got her leg fractured and didn't come to sch for DAYS. -_-"
this is what i call fate.
but luckily, miss cai got shirley to replace nabillah so she could teach me whatever i had missed out when i was on MC.

Term 2: charmaine was my next partner for term 2. i knew it was going to be great, knowing her character. and i salute her for being patient with me when i become insane for not getting to solve a question. too bad our sitting position is far away from the fan. no more comfort zone.

whenever we got the newspapers, we'll make a deal to read some articles.
the following day, we'll have to story-tell each other about what we've read.
charmaine claimed that she likes my perfume/cologne. so everyday, i wore different fragrance to school to make her feel more fresh by my aroma. haha.

whoever gets to sit beside me will always get to hear me talk crap. haha. i still remembered the time when we were having a girl-talk. and those guys in front- zhen hao and wei ler kept on turning back, trying to eavesdrop. no privacy mann!!! it's so hard to really talk to maine with those 2 boys taking glances at us.

Nabillah & Charmaine. My ex-partners

Term 3: so, i'm still at my same sitting position. just that i got a new partner; the chairperson- Yiming. the first time we sat next to each other, he was nice to me, i was nice to him.

the next day, NO MORE MR NICE & MISS NICE.

poa practices made us challenge ourselves to see who can do better. LOL.
after those motivational talks from adam khoo, i'm going to make full use of those 3 days.
those quotes they gave will be heard from us whenever one of us almost give up in doing stuffs.

oh yeah he's crappy. he just had the urge to go and "cocok" (* poke) people on the hand whenever he gets damn random. and i get to learn a new subject from him- chinese.
wo tu the ni. haha. dunno how to spell.

haha! it does doesn't work if you wanna irritate me xP
no matter how vigorously you shake my chair i will just ignore.
unless i get really annoyed then i'll turn to you and give that face. but that'll be a mission accomplished for you.

and he prefers my cologne than the perfume. haha!

Yiming, my current partner.

2008-06-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

mak ngah and her beloved son.

I'm saddened by the fact that we might not be able to go Seattle; US to visit my aunt this november holidays.
we're still considering going there
as the weather there is not suitable for aged people like my grandfather.
it's snowing in november.

so far. yet so near.
luckily i lived in this region where there is high in technology.
emails come in handy. MSN is way better.
so many things to share with her.
too much.

all those shoppings I've gone reminds me of only one person- my aunt.
i wouldn't hesitate to prompt her on going anywhere i want.
or just ask for something i have been eyeing on.

not forgetting my cheeky cousin.
who came to this world and brings joy to the family.
and maybe he strengthen the bond between me and my aunt.
she couldn't work in the house alone.
with baby's cries and housework.
her husband just sat in the room.
i don't know what he's doing.
i won't marry a foreigner. NEVER.

so, i helped her out at her house.
elated to have a new baby cousin after 15 yrs living. (he was born last yr)
and i slept at 2am everyday at her house. that time was cleaning her house.

i'm mesmerized by those memories we've been through together.
manager or dunno what at SGH, i'm inspired to bring down this generation and become what i've always wanted to be.

and i'm sure she's missing us toshe's the o.
at the other side of the world.
bringing up her son.
and living in such a nice environment.
unlike singapore where there's stresses everywhere.

abdel wahab and his arab-african father
his smiles just brings joy to my life
those times when babysitting

2008-06-22T02:25:00.000-07:00

ok Mai. i'll talk about adam khoo.

seriously, i wasn't looking forward for adam khoo workshop. because i feel like I'd rather stay at home and complete my homeworks. go to school for 3 consecutive days..haix

BUT IT TOTALLY BRAINWASHED MY MIND. I LOVE THIS WORKSHOP! CAN WE HAVE IT AGAIN?

I learnt lots of things from this workshop.
it wasn't a waste at all. unlike those workshops we usually had to attend for SFL, this workshop is wayyyyyyyyy better. agree? hehe.

studying skills, mindmaps, self-esteem, how to memories stuffs etc.
stuart and andrea were my trainers. they rock!! woohoo!!

when it comes to talking about death, i knew something was gonna happen.
abang told me before.
but i didn't expect him to scream at us and wake us up so suddenly.
the moment his anger boiled and started shouting at the top of his lungs, i tried to control my tears.
but his words were too.....

honestly, i like that time when we had to close our eyes and imagine about (THAT SOMETHING I WISHED NOT TO TALK ABOUT NOW).
wow. great impact yeah. even guys were sobbing.

the last day was the best.
people were given opportunities to go up stage and give speeches.
too bad my parents couldn't make it for this ceremony cos they were away to attend a wedding, overseas.

so i hugged so many teachers.
each hug with lots of meaning.
too bad i didn't get the chance to hug miss harveen.
for helping me out when i sprained my ankle.

though they're not my parents, it feels good to hug someone else's parent.
haha.
ya la..at time point of moment, so much emotion.

i like this sun rays. ira <3 nabillah

for losing the game, masking tapes were the forfeit.

johnathan extra la..

2008-06-20T22:13:00.000-07:00

alright alright. i'm updating blog right now. i'll just talk about my trip to Bangi last week.

me, atok, nenek, abang and UF (uncle) went there by car. such an exhausting 5 hour journey. and i love the 5-star hotel we stayed at. hotel equatorial. that's what it's called.

so the nikah ceremony was at the bride's house. the Tok kadi was 45 mins late.
grr!! he just lived nearby. probably, he just wanted to make the potential bride and groom more tensed. hehe.

yada yada yada. back to the hotel at 12+am. and i slept at 2+ cos i wanted to watch disney channel. there's a kid in me! but seriously la. i like to watch cartoons. and lizzie mcguire was showed. oh! HILARY DUFF! my granny's sister stayed in the same room as me.

we overslept the next morning and had to rush and get ready for breakfast. and then, SHOPPING!! at alamanda. a shopping centre. like CS and TM. and UF treated us to anything we want. but nah...i only took a long sleeve shirt. and abang got a new jacket. heh.

after lunch, went to another smaller shopping centre. and this time nenek bought me a white long skirt. yay!

the grand ceremony was at the hall. the bride's elder sister is a dancer at dunno what tarian. so they performed a welcome dance, a dance for the bride and groom and a chacha dance. and some little girls danced an arab song. so cute la!!

and yeah. and they finally lived happily ever after.. xD

some pictures here..
AT THE HOTEL.
bathtub rox!
imran, my uncle. but we call him UF.

granny's sister. [nek uda]

THE NIKAH CEREMONY

my favourite!

MY CUTE SECOND COUSINS!!

how adorable.
awww...!!

THE GRAND DAY

little kids dancing arab song.

RANDOM.

a building that looks like a duck.

2008-06-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

buhbye singapore.
hello bangi.
in case you don't know where bangi is, it's in Msia, very near KL.

well, my uncle is getting married with an Alkaf (dunno how spell) family.
going to the girl's side this saturday.
very grand wedding i shall say.
must dress up smartly etc.
nenek's gonna nag if we don't do that.
but hey, don't I always want to dress up good?
hehehehe.

and thank you nabillah (aka muis officer xD)
for the stuffs that u lend me.

everyday go back to sch.
i've got dates with so many people.
people like Maish, razeef and hui ting xD
and not forgetting Mr Tan Yim Siong
too bad he was too busy to entertain us today.

in the end, studied together outside the staff room
enjoying the cool breeze of the wind
which is blowing my hair all over my face
annoyed, i just pin up my fringe.

ok. so random.
alah, nothing much to talk about la.

i'll be back this sunday.
i don't want to miss charlie and the choc factory.
and sorry miss cai.
i cant make it to ur house warming this saturday..

2008-06-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

why? get a shock of your life when you see me? heh

i hate this dress.

as usual, mai's retarded face.

i hate this dress.

oh well, just some random post about today.
went to sch today with maish, razeef & hui ting to meet Mr. Tan.
my brain urged me to stop after 2 hrs of continuous kinematics lesson.

lunch was at home, and then went to TM with Maish. i just needed to buy a jewelery box for myself bcos those uncountable bangles and bracelets all over my table is a pain in the eyes.
oh, i already know where to get it bcos yesterday i had just window shopped there with my little brother.

instead of heading straight to the shop "lovely land" to get my box, we strolled at CS and i bought some hair accessories. and then off to BHG and tried out some random dresses we'll never buy; for now. heh

and then rushed back home bcos my mom called. booo!!! i hate to rush home.

2008-06-09T05:25:00.000-07:00

let me talk about last friday first.

went to visit hanna at tan tock seng hospital with fatin, aka effie.
took such a long time to buy for her a present. i guess that's where we wasted our time. in the end, bought for her a winnie the pooh bear. cute u know. haha.

oh hanna. i'm sure you'll be okay. i know how boring it is, to be stranded in the hospital ward, and being watched by the nurses. i'll pray that you'll be all fine =D

after that, went shopping at far east plaza! hehe. last time my shopping plan with my primary sch plan was canceled. so, fatin replaced her.

things bought:
- bangles
- flower bracelets
- pink sleeveless blouse
- brown sleeveless blouse
- green long sleeve shirt
- white small bag
- pink stripy hair band

and i spent above $70 that day =S

well, after all my efforts of bringing food from home and saving money =D

and on sunday..

i hate it when plans are canceled last min.
Sunday was supposed to be my shopping day with my friend from religious class.
(shopping again?!)

and in the end, she had a last min plan with her family and our shopping day was canceled -_-
oh damn. my second time my shopping day canceled.
luckily, granny came to the rescue!
she volunteered to accompany me go shopping. hehe.

so, went to tanjong katong complex and roam around, looking for a new blouse.
nenek paid for me =D

it just seemed so exciting to be going out shopping with granny. fortunately, she didn't even mention the word tired.

our legs just seemed to be going on and on and on. and next, off to tampines mall.
for a granny, i guess I wasn't expecting discrepancies.

TM. then CS. then TM again.
wow. nenek must have done some work out.
a salesperson actually thought that granny was my mother. LOL

and finally, she needed some rest. lunch was at Mac.
MAC?! nenek suggested it okay. i was suggesting like food culture or something.
i don't mind though. haha

when i wanted to order for her food, she wanted her drinks to be coke.
COKE?!! o.0
am i hearing it correctly?
i almost screamed at her. wasn't expecting that answer. i thought she wanted milo or something.
i turned around and found myself smiling. haha.
i guess granny was in a mood of her younger days.
my granny is so modern xD
and she knows those modern fashion young people go gaga over.

i love granny =)

dad's away to japan. shooting about the saving gaya thingy.
japan= sushis
hmm..this makes me wanna have a taste of ramen ten. hehe

2008-06-05T06:10:00.001-07:00

grrr!!!
stupid pc.
why cant transfer pic from hp to comp?!!

nvm then.
anyway, the sjab camp was on the 3 & 4 June. one day course. no overnight because mr ng is not sleeping over since he had just recovered from his sickness.

too bad i cant post the pics now. stupid comp.
^%^*#*%*&^$%^$*$

i love the bbq!! thank god we have mdm humaiyah. that means we could conquer the kitchen! to save time, we burnt the charcoal at the stove. and actuali cooked the maggi in the kitchen.
heh. advanced tech la.
however, we still set up the bbq pit for hotdogs, crabsticks etc and and especially those marvellous chicken!

ok. short cut to the most important day for the sec 3s (and also the sec 4s, definitely).
so, 4th june marks the day whereby the sec 3s got their new post and will be handling over the sjab corp. promised not to cry. those who cry will have to do pumping. heh.
opps. i guess an uncountable num of people have to do pumping. and num of pumping depends on ur rank. higher rank, the MORE! muahahaha.

congratz sec 3s for the new posts =D
and now my beloved god sis, nur izariana is the new overall in charge of sjab corp.
assistant overall in charge (parade)= hidayah
assistant overall in charge (admin)= shabana
logistics ic= syazana
logistics 2ic= aniz
congratulations!! xD

i'm gonna miss those fun and enjoyable time we we went through together. how memorable.
never will i forget those times. it'll be kept vividly in my mind. don't worry. there's such thing as hp to contact each other ;)

p.s i love you people from esss sjab corp!!!! <333333

okok. rewind back to last sat. the drama peeps had a performance about saving the environment at the tamp library. and fatin wanted to hear her recorded sound of flute being played. so, went there with fatin and maish.
and all i got was this..

that's razeef in his turnip costume, pretending to play fatin's flute.
nice performance though =D kinda scary abit. cos the the earth like really dying due to pollution.

2008-06-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

random.

BYE ME EDMUND THIA!!
and bye bye nice smelling perfume that keeps up awake all the time during physics class.

our last moments together.
and i thought he would be so angry with me for not passing up my prac ws last friday. and i had to rush down to sch early this morning just to see him and surrender my prac ws.

wahhh...his words so..TOUCHING. yes, he'll miss those silent moments from our class. the moodboard effie, maish and me did was halfway done last friday. fortunately, it turned out to be wayyyy nicer than planned =D
thank you maisharaqh for completing the back of the moodboard.

i'll miss those physics lesson.
"because why?" "you know what i mean?" "let me explain why"
the phrases cant be heard anymore. (T.T)
i hope our next physics teacher will be as good as him..

last friday i had my religious class. and these 2 boys were like talking non stop while my teacher was teaching.
so they were punished by having a pacifier stuffed in their mouth.
haha. fortunately, my teacher even encouraged us to take photos.

boy at left: eh! u made me talk first okay!
boy at right: who cares now. just quick stuff this inside ur mouth like me.

boy at right: okay. now we both equally look cute.

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oh. hanna was warded in tan tock seng hosp now.
last firday, me maisara, maisharaqh and effie went to visit her at the changi hosp first.
lucky we reached early cos after a few ours we visited she had to be sent to neurological centre (dunno how spell).
and then on saturday itself she was sent to tan tock seng hosp.
dear god, hopefully she'll get well soon. fits is a very serious case. and now, brain inflammation is an even more serious thing.
cant wait to visit her this friday =D
and i also cant wait to grow up an insyaallah become a nurse. i'll be so willing to help those patients..

2008-05-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

ugly looking nose.
my nose just itch today. urgh!! go away la bacteria!!

so, mt olvl last monday was...err..difficult.
surat kiriman was tough.
paper 2, the imbuhan and kefahaman sect C was the killer.
luckily the bina ayat didn't come out alien words.
so, over all was kinda tough.
concentrate on oral and listening next.
oh. whatever.
one paper down.

hoildays? nahh..
everyday come back to sch.
looking at the bright side, at least we still get to see frenz around =D
oh...i love that.
haix. i'm so tired.
cant concentrate our SS lesson just now.
which was like for 2 HOURS!!!

to doughnut lovers, like ME xD

to all men/boys, READ THIS!

2008-05-24T03:07:00.000-07:00

had breakfast with 4e6 ytd.
got bee hoon (maisara), hotdogs (Maish), fishballs (Effie), sandwich (ira), agar2(yiming), cake (ms cai), drinks (jared) and nuggets (ME).
had to walk around the school to search for our subj teachers to give them some of our foods.
and by the time i reached class, almost all the food was gone. and only 2 nuggets was left. luckily, ira got prepared the food for me & Nabillah =D

i hated my results. utterly dissappointed with it.
hid my true feelings after receiving it in class. been keeping that burden until after sch, when i studied with Maish. thnx for lending me your listening ear. and that advise you gave me was very meaningful.

this is a story about a girl.

Mary (not her real name) was utterly disappointed with her exam results. her parents will surely have even more strict rules which she has to abide by upon looking at her results.

"if only i had studied harder, i won't be getting this results" she whispered to herself.
her frenz were the only one she could turn to for help.
" you are a ball. the harder you're thrown, the higher you'll get!"
these words kept on echoing in her mind. thank you fren for that meaningful advise.

she got back to reality. no point crying over spilled milk.
dear god, you're the only one i can beg for help.
i promise i wont slack anymore.
i'll work harder this time..

model: Maisharaqh
director: Nuruljannah
photos: Nuruljannah

2008-05-20T02:21:00.000-07:00

XXS test tube.
haha. so "jakon", in other words, " suaku" (in chinese) to see such a small test tube.
abang got it from his chemistry lab. in fact, stole some as souvenirs. ohh..bad brother.

today, 5 people didnt come to school. Maish, Nabillah, Ira, Ding Ping, Maisara ponteng school.
oh! oh! and know what?
vico now costs 80cents.
!@#$@^#%&#$^%**&^&%^#%&^%^*
GRRR!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL?!
80 cents??!!!
the price of all the drinks now rise up to 10 cents each.
due to the fact that the prices of oil and food are more expensive..
oh man...
vico oh vico.
i can't do without you.. (T.T)
*sobx

2008-05-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

Us with the winners..alamak, where's razeef?

congratulations to razeef & firdaus' group for winning 1st!!
they're so lucky to have so many east spring supporters. and maybe that's why they won xD
supporters screaming their lungs out.
i wont be surprised to see their voice box coming out.
to celebrate this joyous moment, we went to the movie, as planned and i had the bestest, terrific, hilarious day of my life.
after lunch, of to the movie CONGKAK.
sitting arrangement from right: Rhel, Matin, Razeef, Effie, ME, Nabillah, Mai.
thank god i'm in the centre of human beings.
i salute those at the sides.
i had my earpiece on all the time. eyes closed, knowing that the ghost's gonna appear.
disgusting looking face of that opah scares me.
Nabillah was like crouching and closing her eyes all the time.
Effie, cool all the way. her hand became my victim.
Mai, as usual, not scared at all.
Guys, no need to say. i'd like to hear them scream one day.

after movie, went strolling around TM and CS. Nabillah had to change her money.
everywhere we go, cameras on our hands & SNAP.
yada yada. then went to lib with effie. effie wants to read MT books. and i also got influenced so borrowed one. heh.
then of to nenek's house; as usual. wkends...

morning sunrays...
err..

my camera wasnt on!

MAi saw the Opah!
QUICK! snap when the lift opens

<333
Mai's distorted face.
jannah <3>

Matin & me. he's just so cute.
from left: Rhel, effie, ME, Matin, Razeef, Nabillah, Maish. lovesss

2008-05-15T00:30:00.000-07:00

my emo session.

awwman. i could feel that knife piercing through my heart. my brain. my lungs. my gullet. my kidney, upon looking at my results.

snap out of it! no more emo session! must buck up and do wayyy better for the next exam. i don't want anymore emo session. feels so sick. heartbreaking.

omg. that pic looks kinda wrong in a way when i look at it again.

well, a girl in white shirt. long hair covering her face...

perhaps with her voice abit too high..

err..

you know what i mean? heh.

so from now onwards. life still have to go on. have to go for amaths class this june. i dont care. everyday also can. not forgetting to smile always. cant stress myself too much =D

now i feel like playing congkak. lols. razeef planned to watch "congkak" together after his competition. as a form of celebration maybe? he got into the finals for goodness sake!

errr...congkak? ghost story? in a movie? with utmost, greatest, most expensive sound effects?

thought twice. majority wins. ok la. want watch that it's fine with me.

but pls pls pls do let me sit in the centre. i dont want an empty sit beside me or wall or a stranger. anything might just happen to me. i still want to live you know =S

heh. first time la i'm gonna watch ghost story at movie. bocs even at home, watch dvd ghost story with alot2 of people also still can get scared.

must be braver this time. hahaha.

2008-05-14T04:44:00.000-07:00

whatever magic stick. lol. teacher teaching us MT, Mai, me, Nab and effie dee at the back talking crap about magic sticks. and as i said, the magic stick is soooo tebal. eeew, gross!

so exams results today. and i flung my Amaths and combined Sci badly.
Amaths: F9 T.T
Combined sci: D7

okay, looking at the bright side, i got distinctions for MT. ok la. at least 1 distinction. the rest, i'm kinda disappointed bcos i didnt meet my expectations..and i aimed for at least 5 distinctions..haix

i'm speechless looking at my results. well, i'll have my emo session with abang at night later when he comes back from sch.

oh ya. razeef got into the final round for his sajak competition. the competition is held at Tamp west CC (near st hilda's pri) from 9-11am. i'm soo going to support.

i like going seeing people do all this sajak thingy. will get to see people with so much emotion. heh.

2008-05-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

last paper today was physics/chemistry paper 1.
ok, our stress is finally free. but not so free =)
however, results tmr -_-
let me enjoy today before doomsday comes.

well, miss cai said that poa paper the highest is Jared and Ira. heh. scored 65/70 marks.
WOW!!! totally, definitely, very amazing =D

gd luck for tmr's results aites.

edited by mai, the artist =D

2008-05-11T20:53:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS BIKE!!!!

it's just a random bike i saw outside a factory at eunos. we went to factory bcos my mom wanted to buy a new gate for our home. after much argument with my mom, we finally picked the right one which satisfies both parties. so, if you come to my house, you'll get to see a new gate. heh.

cool huh the bike. i bet razeef will like the colour xP matches with the green grass. ok, lame.

READ THIS!!

as usual, i slept over at nenek's (granny) house on wkends. and this ball caught my attention. nenek hangs this ball in the toilet below the shower. so, while bathing i kept on smiling to myself upon reading this. my god. i cant believe i did that !

poa paper today was ok. oh damn i forgot what was the corresponding ledger with discount allowed-at the general journal. i debit bank, which was suppose to be debtor T.T silly mistake.

mr tan said that emaths paper 2 the lowest was 50 marks out of 100 =) so everyone passed. majority got 70+ =D haix. but i'm still so scared for the results..

2008-05-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

for those who are feeling so down about the mid year papers, stay strong alrights? [just like homer on top]. it's only mid year anyway. still can buck up for prelims and olvl =D

yes ar!
thank god i'm still alive after going through those killer mid year papers. not all of them are murderers. AMaths was the worst killer. luckily the paper 2 wasn't as tough as paper 1 but rather tedious.

however, i'm still not confident for my amaths paper. Paper 1, the lowest marks was 2 out of 80 marks. u know, i know, we know who..

physics paper, i left the section C, 1 whole question blank. i didn't have time to do it. also, section B there were still some blanks. i thought we end at 9.20am so that's why i took my time to do those ques. but it was actually at 9am that we ended. so bye bye 13 marks.

during Amaths paper 1, ms tay was walking by my side and she just paused and stared at my answers. i didn't dare to look up at her face bcos i knew she's giving that crumpled and perplexed face.

mother's day this sunday ! =D
i'll still be at my granny's house though. doing my daily routine of sleeping over at granny's house every wkend.

planned to buy cake for her. but abang preferred buying pizza. see la how..

2008-05-02T03:38:00.000-07:00

oh ss. oh chemistry. if only i studied well yesterday, i would have answered those alkene and alkane and some others with confidence.

my handwriting for SS was atrocious! hopefully it's legible enough. well, like what miss liu said, her handwriting could pass olvl and alvl, why not ours? heh. mine was like curly wurly. ugly handwriting helps btw. can write faster =D i got screwed up at the saddam hussein ques. haix. but i'm confident for the other part cos we've done it before.

chemistry, some ok some not. so, overall i find the paper average. now i got no hope for alkane and alkene T.T

so, went back home firx. played comp. then i jux feel like going back to school again to date mr tan. monday got maths and we like so long nvr revise that. so, begged mai to accompany me go school. yes ar! MAI IS LOVEE...

mr tan was at library and i dont see any 4e6 peeps. only got the 4N students. aiyah, paiseh la want sit with them. so, we both sat at the study corner, nearest the door. concentrated for awhile then keep on taking pics...LOL.
i just love those tables. it's so convinient as it got a shelve to put my stuffs. heh.

and then went back to study. then that's when mr tan appeared. ask him whatever doubts on my emaths ws.

i just cant be bothered to give a descent smile

let's slap them !

and finally, a descent pic.

2008-05-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

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Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing.

1)Do you lie?
If i have to. but nah...seldom. i hate telling lies.

2)At what age do u wish to marry?
Probably when my prince finds me..

3)What you want the most now?
NOW?! for now is eat. i havent had my lunch.

4)Who are the people you trust the most?
Iza, ira, nabillah, fatin, maisharaqh, razeef

5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To live in Sentosa, which cost millions of dollars.

6)What are you doing now?
Breathing in oxygen

7)What is your goal for this year?
To score well for olvl and hopefully get gd results for JC

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
maybe.

9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
WHAT THE?! of course not. he might be crazy i guess.

10)What feeling do you love the most?
Extremely excited

11)What feeling do you hate the most?
Extremely stressed and hurt.

12)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

13)Do you believe in God?
Definitely. Duhh.

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Being loved by families and friends

15)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My friends, brother and my future guy (whoever he is)

16)Who is your best friend?
I have 4. Ira, Nabillah, Fatin, Maish

17)Who cares for you the most?
My beloved families

18)Which date you like the most?
For this year, 9/11/08. end of olvl!! but for every yr, 22 Feb - prezzies !

19)If you have a chance to change something you did before?
Spend more time at my auntie (who migrated)

20)Where would you wanna go for holiday?
DISNEYLAND !

Tagged: Maish, Jared, zhi neng, hui miao

2008-04-21T03:30:00.000-07:00

bye mak ngah (my auntie) & hello seattle, for her.

there she goes with wahab (my baby cousin) to US with her african-arab husband, who lives and works in US. off she flew to seattle at 7am yesterday and will be migrating there. seeing her in wheelchair makes me cry more. due to her fractured leg, she has to wear cast and travel all the way to US with the heavy cement on her right leg, with lots of luggages and with her 6 mths baby. haix. what a pity to see her in her condition. trust me, i wont marry a foreigner.

the moment we waved good-bye to her, i started to burst into tears. seriously, i cant hold it back anymore. those times we spent together suddenly just pop-ed into my head, thinking it'll just be memories.

the night before her departure, i gave her the scrapbook (that ive always been talking about) to her at around midnight. she couldnt stop smiling and tears welled up in her eyes. it's so satisfying to see her elated to receive such gift. she then, gave me this hp keychain of an angel made my crystal beads. oh, she knew i'm in love with such beads. and also, a CK perfume ( for women).

oh man..such a sad ending. these are some pics taken from the scrapbook. i only take those of my fav. ones.
Just a kiss away. [wahab only 2 days old]

my auntie's fave. pic. [when i was 3 yrs old and brother 5 yrs old]

edited by mai =)

[me and my baby cousin who migrated to US]

pics at the airport:
[pak haji, waiting to get on the plane]

the on on the left is my auntie and the right is her african-arab hubbie.

like father, like son

i didnt forget to take some of wahab's clothes as a souvenir.

2008-04-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

if only i didnt sprain my leg, i would definitely involve myself in the UG performance for speech day today. too bad i'm restricted to so many things after that stupid incident on my leg.

so yea, speech day is today. and the new sch song video got my pic =D alah..such a small matter. it was taken during acer's day last yr where we got our legs tied together and have to walk as a team. i think mine was tied with ira. then as we walked, it got too tied that there was hardly any bloodflow in my leg. belinda and yiming's pic was so obvious that the wisemen burst into laughters the moment they saw it. but it was very cute lar both of you dancing to the retro beat xD

nab played the piano. wooo...so jazzy xD

malay dancers danced so fast that they could just topple over any time. but nahh, they proved us wrong. i've faith in u girls ;)

drama was so drama. syahirah was good you know. no wonder mr tan asked the drama peeps to pay if there's any damage to his microphone (it was just another lame joke of his). woo..scream so loud that i jumped from my seat.

there's nab's mum in yellow. congratz for winning the friends of school award =)

band members rox lar. u guys did great ! and i mean tremendously, EXTREAMELY GREAT. love those songs played! esp esp esp the pirates of carribean one xD
LOVE U GUYS LOTS LA !

P.S thank you :
-nabillah, fatin, ira for giving ideas for the scrapbk for my auntie.
-charmaine for buying stickers for my scrapbk
-razeef and maisharaqh for helping me out doing the scrapbk.

another 2 more days and let's bid farewell...

2008-03-11T21:17:00.000-07:00

ok la ok la. i'm updating.
so, let me talk about yesterday's mt olvl workshop. i was supposed to go for sjab comp training. competition is jux next wk!! AHH!! there'll be another training this friday. but i still cant make it as ive got to leave urgently to tangkak (somewhere in between johor and melaka) as my grandma's sick and it's my only dad's day off.

the workshop was jux like a lecture. paid so close attention for the firx few hours. cikgu shariffah was the firx to present of naratif writing =) unfortunately, due to the technical errors, her ppt slides werent clear and we almost cant see anything. it was kinda disappointing for her as she took a long time preparing the slides and stayed til 4am just to recap what to teach.

she had to leave for an emergency after that and we were given a long break for them to fix the projector.

i got damn sleepy when the lesson on expositori starts. really cant take it la. razeef keep on catching me falling asleep as he turns to talk to me. got bored, turn around to mai and razeef to entertain myself.

the food was damn great! cos everyone was hungry. got mee siam wif curry puff, and me and razeef's fav custard puff xD

yada yada yada. and there i met liyana from dunman, the one nab has been talking about. dont u think she look like me? haha.

lastly, after the whole thing, had to do spotcheck. someone from dunman i guess lost her hp. stupid spotcheck. waste of time only. i've got an appointment to go !

luckily, i wasnt late. had to go for my surgery at the dental. extract out my wisdom tooth.

ive experienced it before, so already know what to expect. needles, knives and sewing and more needles. as per normal, he covered me with the surgery cloth on my eyes and body.

induced me at the start (to make it numb). delayed some work, and when he wanted to start surgery, i got my sense of touch back, abit. should have induced more.

now i can feel abit. he drilled something on my gums and then i could feel the knives slicing on my gums. stupid sharp knive. almost cut my lips.

as he start to extract off, i could feel a DAMN SHARP PAIN back behind my jaw. just had to bear with it cos i just wanted to get it done with. nurse calmed me down. bye wisdom tooth!

he started sewing the gums. i could feel the string he sew on. the scissors were sharp. i accidentally swollowed the tip of the scissors when i tried to swallow my saliva.

when i thought everything was over, i got another jab. this time at the front part. he didnt put the ointment like he used to before inducing. this time, i could feel the needle poking through my gums worse than before. trust me, i was screaming in pain. my first time though. he started cutting my gums again. so many gums cut. go sell at market. i wonder if that'll make me rich. hahah.

okay, my nightmare's finally over. my cheek got swollen. so chubby. haha. but i dont like it. it's hard for me to eat and talk and sleep. the swollen cheek feels like how i sprained my ankle. haix.

gd luck to me then. i can survive. i'm a survivor! haha!

2008-02-21T04:36:00.000-08:00

ok. so i went for xray on tuesday and doc pronounced that i had a fracture. so, my mom was like, does she have to wear a cast? and said yes and nodded his head for dunno how many times.

then he looked back at the xray film and observed again. the room turned icy cold. after sometime, leaving me daydreaming, he broke the silence by saying that there was a bone missing.

i dont know whether to laugh or to start worrying. all i did was scratch my itcy, bandaged ankle. he cant explain why it had gone missing (neither could i). so i have to refer to a specialist next wk.

this specialist better know what's going on! this explains why ive been having this wobbly feeling everytime i walk.

where the hell did my bone go?! or who's that robber/burglar/thief who stole it??

i'm not worried about my fracture. i'm more worried about my missing bone. oh pls come back bone. mommy misses you.

ive totally forgotten that my birthday is tmr, until nabillah gave me an advanced wish. i'm just not excited about it. on my sweet sixteen birthday, and i have to face this pain on my leg. and a missing bone. that's why i just dont feel like celebrating it. it's like something's incomplete.

2008-02-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

once i woke up from sleep, school was what i thought of. and also total defence day =) yay! finally i came back to school after 2 days of sian-ness at home.

i saw that one blank file at the supporting contigent, where all the sjab, scouts and guides were. i bet it was reserved for me. hehehe. miss cai and mr tan were kinda worried with my condition. but, dont worry. have faith in me okays? i'll take good care of myself. i wont run around anymore.

poor ira and nab. because of me, nab got backache for carrying me last tues =S ira piggy back me again while going down the stairs. and my slippers actually slipped off my feet and plopped down way behind me.

and now mom dont allow me to wear, my one and only slippers nab gave, anymore. cos it's slippery and i have to wear those kind that doesnt come out again. haix. according to mr ng, i will be wearing slippers for probably, 3 wks? -_-

i guess i know what my present from my parents is going to be already. an ankle guard =S

2008-02-13T06:29:00.000-08:00

see my leg? it got sprained on tuesday when having the netball tournament. heard a VERY LOUD CRACK, but i thought it was normal cos i usually have cracks on my leg. so, i tried to continue the game. but dis time, it was really different. after passing the ball, i turned around & dropped to the ground. cant balance anymore.

yvonne and peiming carried me to toilet to get me changed so my shirt can be passed to the reserve (syazana). yada yada. nab piggy back me to sjab room so i could wear my shorts. haha. nab and mai went ard to look for teachers to send me back home...aww..so swit la u all. finally, miss harveen came to the rescue.

ira piggy back me all the way to foyer. ive been passed around like rugby ball.

i had to hop all the way up to my house. damn shagged. miss harveen accompanied me at home since my mom wasnt there. though she had jux parked the car downstairs, she still insists on accompanying me at home. i was worried that she could get fine for parking illegally =S

finally, miss harveen sent us to a nearby clinic. doc said that i had a bad sprain and will only cure fully around 6 wks. got my leg bandaged and still have to hop around like a kangaroo.

my first time in my entire life, i was scared to bathe. worried that i cant balance in the toilet, i had to sit down while bathing.

haix. what a tragedy.

im missing sch so badly now T.T

& thank maisharaqh, nabillah, ira & all the sjab ppl for helping me out that time. i really appreciate it :D lurve ya!

2008-02-09T05:41:00.000-08:00

oh. i finali get to watch that korean movie- "my Girl" i borrowed from nab since last november.
watched it wif razeef and nab. GAWD. i was shocked to find myself crying. i thought i could hold back my tears. but i was wrong. HOW COME THEY ACT SO GOOD?! aiyo. mux go reward themselves for making me cry.

and bcos of that, ive finali fallen in loveee again. xD with that joon woong? haha. dunno how to spell his name ah. omg. so sweet looks of him. and the way he treated yoo-rin. my heart melted to the ground everytime i see his face xD

2008-02-02T02:04:00.000-08:00

[emperor of china] - wei jie's CNY shirt

yesterday zhi neng burped like he'd nvr burped b4. like the sound of volcano going to erupt. one loooong burp that's so damn disgusting. eww! but i still laughed like crazy upon hearing that burp.

anyway, yesterday was games day for sjab as the sec 1s finally came to our cca. also, we celebrated HUI MIAO'S BTHDAY!! [it was a surprise for her..hehe]

at first, i had to bring hui miao out of the room first(so they can bring the cake in the room) and pretended to have probs wif my retainer. good excuse to bring her out yea. yada yada yada. hui miao screamed when went into the room, saw the cake and everyone started singing her bthday song xDDDD

then played captain's ball. and my hand almost got fractured when i accidentally hit pei ming's elbow. WHOA. her elbow like rock seh. go pei ming! drink more milk!

and overall, i did have fun lar xDD games day what. but i liked eating the cake most..xDDD

cant wait for our total defence rehearsal. so unfair for us. our games day clashed with the first Total defence training. summore we got not enough manpower. so only had to send 5 ppl go for the total defence trng -_-

2008-01-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

alright. alright. i'm updating.

well, countdown, how many days to olevel?? oh. i dont wanna know. better start studying for my emaths retest & amaths & phy quiz. and have to read nab's book constantly everyday. hopefully i'll finish it any sooner..

anw, i got my new retainer today. so much more tighter than yesterday's. DAMN IRRITATING. it's a transparent plastic placed around the teeth & i have difficulty pronouncing some words. & i'll have to take it out everytime i wanna eat. so leceh la. i prefer wearing braces. and now, i cant eat sweets like mentos or fruitella in class anymore. cos i'll have to take out my retainer jux to chew those sweets ive longed to eat. -_-

still have to bare wif it for another 6 months. in march, gotta go for another surgery to cut gums again at the wisdom tooth there. haix.

braces rox. retainer sux!

2008-01-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

okok. im updating.

so yesterday was the firx day at sch.

and this is wat i observed for today and ytd:-

- charmaine's hair getting longer.
- the class fan wasnt swtiched on
- jerald's fingernails are like sooo long
- fatin pencil box so nice...XD
- nabillah got the most expensive beg in our class
- jared getting prettier =D
- razeef's watch is blue color (instead of green) hahha!
- maisharaqh likes to stare at me
- liying sincerely supplies me with tissue
- ira is still wearing her old shoe. muahahaha
- lin is a gd hairstyler xD

& if u realised, my skin is getting DARKER. xD and i didnt use the normal hair clip i used to use today..(like who cares..hhaha!)

2007-12-13T18:35:00.001-08:00

let me talk about my ANCO camp firz. TAT WAS THE BESTEST CAMP EVER! even better than sec 2 camp. although we got scoldings and punishments and all, but i still enjoyed myself.

we had to prepare a performance days b4 our camp. and it was kinda chaotic cos we havent prepare anything but then i managed to teach them our retro dance for our performance. & thanx to MAISHARAQH for helping me burn and cut the song. i lurve ya!! XD

at ubin, it rained cows and bulls. -_-" our campsite is at "Jln Jelutong". not at NPCC campsite. the ground was wet! and our tent was not tt waterproof.

at ard 12-1am (at night yo!) we had to do punishment at ubin, cos we sort of werent that disciplined. so sir was DAMN ANGRY and had to do an uncountable number of jumping jacks, then have to half squad for dunno how many min. at the other side of island (spore), ppl sleeping, then at ubin, we all jumping ard like crazy ppl. damn tired sey.

i'm not sure was it wild boar or stray dogs that came to our campsite. the nursings left their food outside the tent. the sirs have to go and chase them away..go sirs go!

the campfire day was great! when our grp, Venom danced the retro song, the audience joined in. OMG!! so fun!! hui miao so cute..XD

I LOVE VENOM!!

k, let me talk about wednesday's class chalet. me, fatin, nabillah, ira went to Escape theme park.
we ride the rainbow, then the ship, then the mini roller coaster. & lastly went inside the haunted house. IT WAS SO SCARY!!!

everywhere was so scary! my hands were trembling seh. take one step and i'll scream my lungs out. fatin lost her slippers at the bridge. the place was pitch black and she have to rabe2 to find her slippers. careful not to touch the ghost.

when we reached outside the house, we laid down on the grd, gasping for air. and fatin had jux cut herself on her leg. jannah to the rescue!!! hahaha.

bbq was fun lar!! we shud do dis every yr!!

guess who's that locked up at the balcony..

SJAB sec 3s

gd bye mdm noraidah! gd luck in ur new sch at pasir ris sec!!! XD

2007-12-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

and finally, the camp day is arriving in 1 day. the day when the band ppl are also having performance at bird park. gd luck band people!!! XD and wish me luck for tmr's camp. another torturous camp i'll encounter.

sleeping over at ubin. GAWD. my mates knew my weakness alr. T.T why do i always get shock easily?! boohooo!

2007-11-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

trust me ANCO (advanced nco) is more fun than BNCO (basic nco).

good luck to the sec2s wif their BNCO! =) oh, i've been through those torturous days last yr.
whereever you go, u'll here the sirs and maam screaming and scolding people.

advanced side, we get lesser scoldings =)

reach Bedok View alr for course , in front of sch gate, got screamed by maam cos we walked. we were suppose to run lar to show our sense of urgency...oh i knew that. my legs were jux lazy to move.

Bedok View sec is where our course and camp is held. first day of camp, advanced will sleep over at ubin...=) YAY!!

2007-11-21T03:26:00.000-08:00

i wonder, if guys ever cut their toenails.

yesterday, at religious class, i was sitting down on the floor cross legged. as the guys walked pass me, their toenails SERIOUSLY caught my attention.

GAWD. it looks like as if they havent cut them for years. some even looked like witch's toenails. ewww..

i know lar u all like to play soccer, but dont those long toenails of yours break when u kick the ball? LOL. oh pls remember to cut your nails boys...

2007-11-19T04:56:00.000-08:00

last minute plan to chong keng's bthday party after training. wooohooss!! FUN SEH!

played at the pool & my butt was all drenched. i didnt bring any extra shirt though but i got my PE pants. hoho. was slightly wet, then was more likely drenched. running around like one retarded gal, chasing after azryl..hoho

since i was super high, i didnt look gd in any pic. this was the only pic i got in my phone, taken by nabillah.

2007-11-14T04:29:00.000-08:00

i was VERY hungry the moment i woke up in the morning. too bad i cant eat those sumptuous nasi lemak served on the breakfast table. all i could eat was bread, tauhu and cake. SOFT CHEWING FOOD became my favourites.

yesterday, i couldnt talk. seriously, i was bored not being able to talk properly. so, i tried my best to open my mouth, story-tell my mum and bro about how the surgery was like.

unfortunately, my gums started to bleed again. it bleeded ALOT. silly me. shouldnt have talked too much. to tell the truth, it did hurt when i talked, but i hecked care.

the bleeding was continuos. i drank my own blood almost every min. i wont be surprise if i bcome a vampire..HAHAHA!! jk jk..

it's painful when i tried to gurgle with water.

those needles are haunting me. i cant open my mouth big. i cant laugh. i could only whisper. the surgery was my worse nightmare.

i'm still under quarantine. needed alot of rest. i'm all stranded at home, doing E portals shit. didnt dare to watch korean movies bcos ive cried enough the day before..haha.

see that black string in between my teeth? that's part of the stiches. on top there was where it bleeded non stop. that's also where i got stiched. on the right hand side got purple color. oh..i dont know why it's liddat.

2007-11-12T05:00:00.000-08:00

Nervous, confused and curious was how i felt while waiting outside the surgery room. my mind seem to be in complete disarray, while waiting for my turn, all alone.. Fortunately, nabillah and charmaine gave me sms-es and nab called me to give me support. thanks adeq iza, nab, maine, razeef, shaheezan, maisara, maisharaqh, ira, lin, fatin, and everyone who gave me support =)

okay, when i was in the SURGERY ROOM, the doctor had prepared himself with surgery dress. i told him to be careful with my swollen lips that i accidentally hit with the drawer. imagine not sleeping while surgery and you only get bused..GOD, im wide awake.

he put this medicine like vicks on my gums, which was damn HOT. then, my heart gave a huge leap when i saw this injection like 10 times the size of my injection pencil. as he injected my gums, i started crying (for the first time) when i felt the sharp needle piercing through my gums. OUCH! it was painful! i started to become restless so i pinched myself in order not to hurt anyone in the room..haha! he injected 3 times. finished injecting, i tried to hold back my tears.

My mouth felt numb. next, my body was covered with the green surgery cloth and my eyes were covered (more to tied) to a surgery cloth. my nose was itchy so i scratched it. but the nurse was like "EH! DONT TOUCH THE CLOTH!" so i pretended to be innocent and kept my hands back in. she then placed this metal thing over the cloth on my hand to prevent me from moving..wth. i'm not someone from mental hospital going for surgery.

i cant see anything! all i saw was a glimpse of light through the cloth. i dont really feel the pain when the process of cutting the gums was carried on. thats the purpose of injecting. i could feel something hard on my gums ah. and the sounds of scissors snipping.

patches of water was seen on the cloth on my eyes when the doc did something on the part where i didnt get bused. i dont think he knew that i could feel the "unexplainable pain" until i moaned. i felt the needle, size of a toothpick pierced into the "un-bused" gum. to control the pain, tears rolled down my cheeks again. my face was like so crumpled (like a toasted bread.) haha! And that's also when i could feel blood spurting out and flowing down my throat. my legs were so stiff.

he sew my gums and i felt this string on my lips. did he tie a knot? ohh..i dont wanna know..

finally, it was done. those parts of my face not covered (like the nose and cheeks) were splattered with blood. when my eyes were uncovered, i saw the doc's surgery dress with splatters of blood and his gloves was full of blood at the fingertips. luckily im not a person who's afraid of blood. or else how can my ambition be a nurse right? =) lol

out of the room, the aunty waiting for her turn was like looking at my swollen mouth with great fascination. i started to feel the pain and i jux cant hold back my tears. the aunty was confused. i think cos i was crying all alone with no one to seek comfort. my mom wasnt there, dunno where she went. my mom didnt even want to look at my face. my eyes were swollen cos i cried, and the sight of my swollen mouth scares her.

at home, i started to burst into tears when my numbness was gone. and i could feel all the pain worse than ever! i didnt expect myself to cry this much and i didnt expect it to be THAT PAINFUL. i had to change the gauze drenched with blood almost every 5 min. and yeah, i cant eat. but i'm hungry!

to those who are gonna wear braces, dont worry. this surgery only applies to me bcos i got thick gums. so far, i've never heard of anyone going through the same thing as me. dont take my surgery too hard. i'm just sharing my experiences...

the surgery room..

purposely took pic like this so the swollen mouth isnt obvious. ugly eh..

2007-11-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*]
HAPPY ADVANCED ANNIVERSARY IZA!! [1year 8 mths]
the words "Donut Factory" makes me think that it's a real FACTORY. as a reward for getting 3 distinctions, iza spent me on 6 doughnuts. and my deal for her is that if she pass all her subjects, i'll spent her on mac..=) mission accomplished!

so, the search for the "Factory" located at SUNTEC CITY was adventuring. so many towers to identify. and we were like 2 innocent kids lost at outer space where everywhere we go, all of them were adults. who cares anyway. taking opportunities in getting lost to go shopping..=)

and in the end, Donut Factory was jux the name of the shop. how dumb can i be thinking there's a factory in suntec. lol.

i ate 3 donuts there, which is equivalent to 1 donut iza ate. when the donut goes inside ur mouth, the melting hot chocolate just makes u chew slower and enjoy every bit of the taste. and then it makes u go..."OMG!! I WANT MORE!!"

2007-11-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

another "cukur rambut" with my baby cousin. this time, it's my BLOOD cousin. the cutting of hair ceremony thingy, in case u dunno wat's cukur rambut. nothing much to talk about it. just that it has the most sumptious bu bu cha cha i've ever tasted. plus, the nutella kek lapis was nice. but i think the one i tasted at nab's house was nicer...hehekx. chocolate is my life!

went to IKEA with sufia jux now. GAWD! can say everything is like so damn nicely decorated & i was tempted to buy so many things for my room. eg: frames, those kinds of dried flowers placed in a vase..unfortunately, i got not enough money. in the end, i didnt even buy anything..BOOOOO!!! nvm nvm...i'll definitely come again next time. just wait for my arrival at the IKEA entrance next week..

was kinda nervous to pop this ques to my dad. after window shopping at IKEA i just got the urge to do sth to my room. & this ques just popped into my brain.

CAN I PAINT MY ROOM????

2007-11-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

seriously, how come you've been keeping that hatred with you for so long without even telling me? you know that whenever you're unhappy about sth that has GOT TO DO WITH ME, i will always lend a listening ear & change myself. alright, now finally you managed to released out your "envy-nous"and i hope things will get better between the 3 of us.

abdel wahab had blocked nose & have difficulty breathing when drinking his milk. he cant breathe and drink at the same time. poor baby..

SJAB competition is coming up in March 2008. the cadets have to be prepared starting from this month. no time to waste. so, conducted first aid lesson with the sec 1 guys at mac. while waiting for hui miao to finish teaching them, talked crap wif jerald & yiming. they asked ridiculous qns like what to do when that wife go cut the husband "sausage" la..etc etc

suddenly i jux feel like talking about toilets. mai was my first victim to listen to my nonscense. let me see, when i bathe, i take around 20-30 mins. if shampoo, + another 10 mins. i cant imagine someone taking a bath for 1 Hr. by the time that person finish bathing, i've reached Johor. then can go to Mr Tan's Primary school he always talks about.

pardon my language please..